Maybe it’s you
Maybe it’s me
Maybe we’re both
Just lost at sea
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Maybe it’s you
Maybe it’s me
Maybe we’re both
Just lost at sea
You should be given a manual
For when your loved one dies
Not just on how to cope with grief
But practical advice
There’s so many things you have to do
When you’re under all that pressure
It’s no wonder some things are forgotten
And then they’re lost, forever
I Should Have Done It Back Then
The last link
Has been ripped away
Our final tether
Is severed
And all I can hear
Is your voice
Telling me
That I really should’ve done better
Xxx
Now the worst has happened
And the handover is complete
There is nothing I can say or do
To help him back to his feet
Handover
You’ll
never
cope
She
said
When
this
happens
to you
I
know
He
said
I’m
dreading
it too
(Originally Posted 16.07.2020)
You could have been
So much more
But you drank it all away
I know deep down
Your heart was sore
And that you didn’t want to stay
But I wish you knew
How much we cared
And only wanted the best
Now you’re no longer here
We hope
You are finally at rest
(For O.R)
I don’t know what I’ll do
She said
When it’s time for you to go
You may never see me again
He said
But when I’m next to you
You’ll know
I really am sorry
I cannot take your weight
For my arms are too broken
From carrying my own
It’s all just so wrong
This shouldn’t be happening to you
Not as it hasn’t been that long
Since it happened to me too
I’m not sure how to act
And I’m not sure what to say
For there’s nothing on earth that can take the pain
Of what is to come away
It
seems
like
you
have
disappeared
And
there’s
nothing
I can
do
For
you’ve
left
me
heart
broken
And I
will
never
forgive
you
Mind
racing
Legs
pacing
All in
disbelief
At what
you’re facing
I
wanted
to help
you
He
said
I
really
wanted
to try
Then you
should
have left
me alone
She
said
You
should
have just
let me die
If I
had
any
more
I’d
give
some
to you
But I
only
have
enough
To
get
myself
through
This
bullshit
they call
life
I wish
it was
different
for you
She
said
And things
didn’t have
to be
this way
Don’t
you
worry
about me
He
said
I’m sure
I’ll live
to fight
another day
However
hard I
look
for you
You’re not
here to
help me
through
So with
no one
else to
turn to
I’ll just
struggle on
without
a clue
It’s
not
selfishTo get
through
the dayIf you
find it
helpsTo cry
the pain
away
I wish
I could
take your
pain awayTell
you that
everything
will be okayBut
I know
the truthThey
don’t
get
betterAnd
then
what
you had
is lostForever
I really wish
that I could do more
Like pick you up
from the bathroom floor
Hug you when
your heart is breaking
And give you comfort
when your bones are aching
But for as much as
your pain to me is known
This is a journey
you must walk alone
Every time
I hear
this song
It brings
tears to
my eyes
And pain
to my
heart
A reminder of
all I’ve come
to despise
And how
we’ll forever
be apart
I should
just press
stop
Switch
off the
laptop
And
walk
away…
As I fall
apart
a little
more
each dayI wonder
if I’ll
always
feel
this wayHow
much
lower
can I
sink?Who will
pull me
back
from the
brink?
If I met you again,
For the first time,
I wouldn’t change a thing.
I’d do it all again,
Exactly the same,
Taking you under my wing.
But I should have,
if I could have,
told you that
I loved you
more.
Perhaps then
my life now
wouldn’t be
so difficult
to endure.