Why don’t
We leave now
He said
Let’s get a bus,
Taxi or walk
We won’t
Be having sex
She said
But I’d love it
If we could talk
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Why don’t
We leave now
He said
Let’s get a bus,
Taxi or walk
We won’t
Be having sex
She said
But I’d love it
If we could talk
Now that all
The talking’s done
And those strategies
Have been deployed
It is time to face
The reality
I’ve tried so hard
To avoid
I can’t
wait to
go home
This year
I just wish
you were
coming
with me
Xxx
(Originally Posted 24.12.2019)
And so
It comes time
To travel home again
At least
I’ll sleep
On this fucking train
Digging For Worms
Please
make
sure
you
bury
me
deep
So
I can
finally
get
some
fucking
sleep
(Originally Posted 06.10.2020)
I’ve actually done
Pretty well to be fair
Staying on here
With all this pain to bear
I guess I have found ways
To make it my own
But this place will never not be
Our forever home
Haunted
Death
peers in
through
the gloom
As I
lie here
alone in
this room
Upon
this bed
we once
shared
Crying for
the love
we once
declared
(Originally Posted 06.10.2019)
Especially now
The weather is turning
I wish our home fires
Were still burning
Slippers
I
miss
you
When
my
feet
are
cold
And
how
you
Would
always
warm
them
so
Xxx
(Originally Posted 16.09.2020)
So many nights stood there with you
With so much forced conversation
When all I wanted to do
Was go home for a brew
And enjoy my hibernation
Let Me Go
Please
just
walk
away
from
me
And
take
yourself
off
home
I
do
not
want
to talk
to you
I
want
to be
alone
(Originally Posted 18.08.2020)
I really hadn’t
Given much thought
To how hard
Life would be
Alone
The constant struggle
In this suffocating bubble
And all so far away
From home
A Tale Of Two Cities
I really don’t want to leave
But I know that I can’t stay
Though I’ll be alone
Wherever I go
So I’m screwed either way
(Originally Posted 05.07.2019)
‘When I was a child I truly loved: Unthinking love as calm and deep as the North Sea. But I have lived. And now I do not sleep.’
– John Gardner
It isn’t really home anymore
It’s merely just a dwelling
Yet if these four walls
Could speak my friend
By God they’d do some telling
If all the roads are closed tonight
Then how will I get home
I’m much too scared
And emotionally impaired
To go a night out here alone
‘Where are the roses
And whispered sighs
Where are the compliments
And dreaming eyes
It doesn’t matter you see
I know you love me
And real basic love never dies’
Home
All I want
Yet I can’t wait to leave
Stuck here again
Frozen in time
Not quite sure
Of the reason or rhyme
I’ve never felt
More alone
Than I do now
In my own home
Returning home
To stress and strain
Wondering when
I’ll be free again
After eighteen months
In one country
It’s good to breathe
The air of another
Even if this one
Is much harsher
And far too obsessed with colour
Now I love a landscaped garden
With plants and flowers sublime
I adore those hills and mountains
And each rugged, rocky climb
I hear the call of the deep blue sea
As I feel it’s power inside of me
But it’s only when I’m on this train
That I know I am coming home again
For within this rubble, dirt and dust
Live the people I can really trust
And I know that each and every time
I’m at my happiest in amongst the grime
‘Land of my high endeavour
Land of the shining river
Land of my heart forever
Scotland The Brave’
‘Scotsmen are said to be clannish folk. This may be because many a Scotsman never truly leaves his home. His home is always in his heart.’
– Unknown
It’s nice to know
That it’s still there
That flat with the ship
On the door
But to see inside
Broke my heart
As we don’t live there
Anymore
Xxx
If the choice
Is to go hard
Or go home
I know
Where I’m headed
Never amongst so many people
Have I felt so alone
I really do not want to stay
But know I can’t go home
Yet for all the kindness
And love I’ve been shown
I still cannot face another day
Here on my own
(Originally Posted 01.06.2019)
My heart
belongs
to the
Highlands
Of
that
there
is no
doubt
I
pray
for
the
day
I
drive
all
that
way
And my
heart
just
gives
out
I am so tired
I want to go home
To sit in the quiet
All on my own
For I’ve had enough
Of this battle of wills
I just need some silence
To cure my ills
Lying
here
in
this
strange
bed
Wondering
what
was
going on
inside
my head
Trying
to
ignore
this
feeling
of dread
Wishing
I had
chosen
to stay
at home
instead
Here
I am
again
Sitting
all
alone
I don’t
like this
anymore
I want
to go
home
Why
can’t
it be
like that
all the
time
Talking,
laughing
and
drinking
wine
It
always
feels
like
such a
crime
When I
have to
return
to this
life of
mine
There’s
nothing
like
being
looked
after
By
those
who
love
you
the
most
There’s
nothing
more
nourishing
than
laughter
And
being
brought
rounds of
hot buttered
toast
I don’t
want you
to visit
When all
you bring
is pain
I’d rather
stay home
alone
And break
this toxic
chain
We sit
here
togetherYet we
are both
aloneNeither
of us
wantingTo get
up and
go home
This
country
is
my
home
now
Of
that
there
is
no
doubt
If
I
had
not
followed
you
here
Then
I’d
never
have
found
that
out
Back on
the road
again
Travelling
all alone
I’m not
stopping
this time
Until I
find a
place to
call home
If only
I was at
homeI could
sit all
aloneAnd
think
of youIn
peace
I can’t
wait to
go home
This year
I just wish
you were
coming
with me
Xxx
Fuck
this
shit
She
said
I’m
going
home
I’ll
walk
you
He
said
You
can’t
go alone
I
don’t
need
you
She
said
Why
don’t you
just drop
dead
You’ll be
sorry you
wished for
that
He
said
When
you’re
alone in
our bed
They say
you can
never go
home
againAnd I’m
starting
to believe
that’s
trueFor all
that resides
here now
is a world
of painAnd
far too
many
memories
of you
I want
nothing
more
Than
to be
alone
With a
bottle
of booze
Sitting
in my
own home
With the
lights
down low
Listening to
my favorite
songs
Remembering
my
rights
And
justifying
my wrongs
Nothing in this house
makes sense anymore
Madness lurks
behind every door
Memories of all
the love we swore
Leave my head in a spin
and my heart on the floor
If only
I had
stayed
here
I’d have
known
what it
was like
To
live a
life of
happiness
Instead
of one
so full
of spite
It
doesn’t
matter
where
you goOr
however
far
you
roamIt’s
true what
they say
you know
TotoThere
is no
place
like
home
I
went
out
tonight
I tried
and I
failed
All
dreams
are now
curtailed
For that ship,
it seems,
has sailed
It’s not
that I
love this
city
It’s that
I love
who I am
when I’m here
I don’t
want to
leave,But I
know I
can’t stay.I’ll be alone
wherever
I go,So really
I’m screwed
either way.
Everything has
changed
while everything
has stayed
the same
In this city
I once
so proudly
called
‘hame’
As the
days go on
I guess
we’ll see
If I can
go back
to the person
I used to be
If home
is where
the heart is,
then I’m
currently
of no
fixed abode.