You will never be forgiven
For what you took from me
Not just my only lover
But my whole identity
And even though you did it
A near whole five years ago
I am yet to fully recover
Or let my seething anger go
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You will never be forgiven
For what you took from me
Not just my only lover
But my whole identity
And even though you did it
A near whole five years ago
I am yet to fully recover
Or let my seething anger go
Half of you
Half of her
But which half
Do I prefer
Hard to tell
Who I am
When I feel
Like a sham
‘Scotsmen are said to be clannish folk. This may be because many a Scotsman never truly leaves his home. His home is always in his heart.’
– Unknown
It was only in losing you
Forever
That I truly found myself
Xxx
In the beginning
I would always try
To be as honest as I could be
But in the end I fell
So far from the truth
That the line was a dot to me
Although you’re glad to have me back,
Eating those chips will give me a heart attack!
I can’t sit in front of the telly all day,
For I fear my brain will waste away.
I don’t want a pint at the Working Men’s Club –
How about we cycle to a gastropub?
I don’t remember Elsie from next door but two,
Even if you are convinced I do.
And I don’t want any more tea,
Unless it’s ceylon, roiboos or elderberry.
You see when I moved away,
I left all of this without a care.
And now when I’m forced to come back here,
I am embarrassed beyond compare.
Although
I’m
tiredOf being
someone
I’m notWho
I once
wasI have
now
forgot
I did
everything
I could
to fit in
But yet
I was
still an
outcast
Neither
side
understood
me
The gulf
between
the two
too vast
In
some
ways
losing
myself
has
been
harder
than
losing
you
When I
think back
I realise
that I
lost myself
way before
I lost you