I don’t need to tell
My side of the story
As time, my friend,
Will do that for me
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t need to tell
My side of the story
As time, my friend,
Will do that for me
Don’t even bother
She said
Trying to apologise
I’ve heard it before
She said
And it’s all fucking lies
I thought
That out
Of everyone
You at least
Would have
My back
And yet
It seems
When you get
The means
You go
All-out attack
I am truly sorry
He said
I never meant
To break your heart
Maybe it would’ve been better
She said
To have been honest
From the start
Now that it’s all
Said and done
There’s still
One answer
I lack:
Why the fuck
Did you let me
Love you
If you didn’t want
To love me back?
I will always say
That I’m doing well
And that nothing
Could ever annoy me
Because if I didn’t
That look
On your face
Would absolutely destroy me
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
Remember
When you told me
I’d never get hurt again
That it didn’t matter
How my heart was shattered
As there wouldn’t be
Any more pain
Well, you lied
This is worse
How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
Such an intriguing web
Of tales you spin
All to hide
From what lurks within
“Oh, how I’ve missed this”
She said
Running her hands
Through his hair
That he wasn’t the first
Of the day for her
Was neither here
Nor there
Yes
We should all
Go out
And vote
But really,
What’s the point?
When those in power
The depths
Do scour
And criminals
Forever appoint
Never again
Will I give you
The benefit
Of the doubt
Not now your lies
Have been uncovered
And the truth
Is finally out
This should’ve been
About convenience
And not a true
Affair of the heart
But when you tell me lies
To my total surprise
It completely
Tears me apart
I actually believed it
When you said
“I love you”
But little
Did I realise
I was at the back
Of the queue
If what you say
Proves to be true
Then I will give
Myself to you
But if what you say
Proves to be false
Then I’ll rip you apart
Without remorse
When I asked
If you still loved me
You should’ve just said
Absolutely not
Now all that’s stemmed
From your lying
Is a whole heap of crying
And both of us losing
The plot
You cannot hide it
Or simply deny it
Because even if you try it
I’ll most certainly find it
At least I came
And I tried
“Let’s do this again”
She totally lied
Dressed in black
I’ll stand there
Watching,
From afar
Just to see who
Was telling the truth
And who the liars
Really are
That’s really amazing news
She said
I’m so very pleased for you
Now let’s just leave it there
She said
As you wouldn’t want the truth
You’ll say
You didn’t mean it
And it was
An honest mistake
But you’re a shit actress,
Quite frankly
So I know exactly
Just what point
You were trying to make
You say that I am crazy
And always take things
To extremes
But I know full well
That you lie to me
Even in my dreams
When we stood
Up there that day
And promised
We’d always be true
It seems all I proved
As our marriage concludes
Is that I’m a better liar
Than you
The fool and her heart
Were very soon parted
As he couldn’t finish
What he started
Unkept
You said
To me
You’d always
Be true
Yet it’s clear
That forever
Meant fuck all
To you
(Originally Posted 22.02.2021)
It doesn’t matter
What I say
It makes no difference
What I do
You will always believe
Your own bullshit
Despite it obviously
Being untrue
Exhausting
There
must be
a way
to make
you see
You’re
lying to
yourself
as much
as me
(Originally Posted 19.01.2020)
How many more lies
Do you think we’ll tell
Before we’re both sent
Straight to hell
No Witnesses
If no one saw
But us two
Then who is to say
It happened
If we promise
Never to tell
Then no one else
Need ever be saddened
(Originally Posted 09.01.2022)
I’ll meet him
Myself one day
When his childhood lens
Has fallen away
And I’ll explain
What happened to us
And we’ll see if you threw me
Under the bus
Vindictive Cow
I
wonder
what
you’ve
told him
Now
I’m
no
longer
there
Have
you
bothered
to tell
the truth?
Or
just
said
I no
longer
care?
(Originally Posted 19.12.2019)
The worst part
About what happened
Is that your role
Is still unexamined
Capitulation
I’m
now
ready
to walk
away
As you’ve
made it
impossible
for me
to stay
All I
hope
is
that
one day
You
are as
unhappy
as I am
today
(Originally Posted 09.12.2019)
The older I get
And the more I see
I realise
Our biggest lie
Is meritocracy
Light Years Away
If
we
are
all
supposed
to be
stars
Why
do
some
shine
brighter
than
others?
(Originally Posted 16.11.2020)
It isn’t that you lied,
It’s that I believed you.
That’s what hurts.
Support
I really
cannot
stay,
she said,
it is time
for me
to go
back
It’s the
only way,
she said,
to get
my life
on track
I will come
with you,
he said,
you needn’t
be on
your own
I’m here to
help you
through,
he said,
so you’ll
never
be alone
(Originally Posted 28.10.2019)
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