How on earth do you cope
He asked
With all the loneliness
You don’t have any choice
She said
When you’ve got no one left
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
How on earth do you cope
He asked
With all the loneliness
You don’t have any choice
She said
When you’ve got no one left
My heart is empty now;
it can never be filled.My life is over now;
my spirit you have killed.(Originally Posted 16.07.2019)
There’s nothing
else to doThere’s nothing
else to sayFor my love was
lost to me foreverOne year
ago todayXxx
Darkness
swirls
inside
the pit of
emptiness
as it
screams
and
sprawls
around
me
Perhaps
I should
take
heart
now
that the
pit of
loneliness
is
behind
me
There’s
nothing more
likely to
piss me offThan the
metronomic
sound of a
clockFor the
counting
of time as
quantifiableMocks me
in a way
that is
undeniable
This heat is exhausting,
It’s too much for me to bear.
My feet feel like they are on fire,
Sweat dripping from my hair.
I sit and pray for some relief,
Perhaps a cool calming breeze.
Something to help me ease the pain,
A salvation from this awful disease.
Stomach lurching,
Bones aching,
Head pounding,
Heart breaking,
Waking up is never easy.
I’ve never felt happiness,
I don’t know what it is.I’ve never seen happiness
But I’m sure that it’s not this.
You were
always so
terrified
that I
would leave.When,
after all
was said
and done,
I was the
only one
who stayed.
The message from the search engine pings.
Their spies inform me that last month I visited:
Three different countries,
Fifteen different cities,
And twenty one different places.
That means I travelled over 1000 miles, last month.
Each one without you.
And every one with an empty heart.