Does anybody know
What we are searching for?
Or where we’re supposed to look?
Because my motivation
Is fading
And it’s getting harder to give a fuck
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Does anybody know
What we are searching for?
Or where we’re supposed to look?
Because my motivation
Is fading
And it’s getting harder to give a fuck
‘If you walk out on me
I’m walking after you’
‘I’ll face it with a grin
I’m never giving in
On with the show…’
‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
‘You’re the shit and I’m knee deep in it…’
I think that I forgot myself
Somewhere along the way
So not only have I lost you
I’ve got a whole life to replay
(Originally Posted 28.07. 2019)
It's only when you have nothing
That you realise words are everything
Words make your mind break
Words make your soul ache
Words incite you to roar
Words inspire you to soar
It's only when you have nothing
That you realise words are everything
I have nothing
But my words
(Originally Posted 16.03.2019)
‘Say the things we used to say
And make the world go away…’
‘Stop dreaming of the quiet life
’cause it’s the one we’ll never know…’
‘How many times I’ve saved myself…’
‘Now you’ve got the best of me,
Come on and take the rest of me,
Oh baby…’
‘I know…
You were…
Way too bright for me’
‘Help me someone
Help me please…’
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
‘What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’
‘Have we enough to keep it together?
Or do we just keep on pretending,
And hope our luck is never ending…’
‘Hold Me Like This For A Hundred Thousand Million Days…’
How do I give you up
My drug of choice
You don’t stand a chance
Whispers a voice
I read,
read
and
read it
again
But it
doesnt
change
a thing
I can’t
take
back
what
I wrote
Or
remove
it’s
sting
‘Distill the life that’s inside of me…’
The
pressure is
on to find
meaning
In
this so
called life
of mine
But I
just can’t
help but
feeling
That it’s
a total
waste
of time
Solace
comes
swiftly
to
those
who
readFor
those
who can
devour
words
are
freed
I
really
do love you,
She
said,
I love
you with
all my heart.
But you
also love
tomato sauce,
He
said,
So is this
whole thing
just a farce?
‘I know that living with you, baby, was sometimes hard…
…But I’m willing to give it another try’
– Prince
I could
never
write as
fancilyAs
many
others
here doI just don’t
have the
talent,
franklyFor much
more
than a
fuck you
Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
When you died,
My world stopped turning.
When you took your last breath,
My life became meaningless.
As the ongoing battle towards my own death continues,
I’m numb to everything and everyone.
I trudge along…
Feigning my interest,
Forging my desire,
Faking my love.