I do not come here
Every week
Looking for praise or reward
For I don’t deserve
Any of those things
Of that I have been assured
Tumbleweeds
How long is normal
To feel empty inside
Because I still do
Ever since he died
Peace Time
I have no interest in going back
Or to stroll down memory lane
I just want this war to end
And to move on from all this pain
Last Post
This is
My last post
Everything
Has been written
All sides
Of this cherry
Are now
Thoroughly bitten
Is The Third Time The Charm?
I think I could learn to trust you
She said
I’m beginning to find the way
Well, I really cannot tell you
He said
How much that makes my day
On The Lookout
Life without you recently
Certainly has been gloomy
Even if my heart is now
That little bit more roomy
Out Of Puff
We’ve got to move quickly
He said
Time is of the essence
Just go ahead without me
She said
I haven’t run since adolescence
Sliding Doors
There will be someone out there
He said
That will be the one for you
What if he’s already gone
She said
I don’t believe there can be two
Rent Free
You’ve now outstayed a welcome
That you were never fucking given
So if you would kindly
Piss off please
I can get back to living
Less Bitter, Yet Still Perplexed
I used to be quite angry
But now I just feel numb
It’s not what you’ve said
That’s messed with my head
But everything else you’ve done
The Reality
Life goes on,
now I’m alone,
as tears wash
over me
like rain.Time moves on,
as I come undone,
with fear that
I’ll never
love again.(Originally Posted 10.07.2019)
Two Faced
You will never beat me,
So please don’t even try.
I could choose to hurt you,
To really make you cry.
But I’m the better person,
Of that I have no doubt.
So just carry on with your bullshit,
Because you’ll never drive me out.
(Originally Posted 02.06.2019)
No Love Lost
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
Best Fri(end)
I
never
thought
This
would
be
How
all
this
would
end
Me
living
here
alone
Without
my
best
friend
(Originally Posted 21.06.2019)
The Night Before…
I keep thinking I’ve forgotten something.
And I have.
You.
(Originally Posted 23.05.2019)
Cheats Never Prosper
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s that you can’t skip the stages
Even if moving forward
Feels like it’s taking fucking ages
If you jump too far forward
You only fall further back
And all you do is store your pain
For further down the track
Sown Up
I don’t feel better
I haven’t forgotten
I’ve just stopped telling you
How I feel
The High Road
You can fuck off now
I’ve had enough
I no longer care
For this selfish stuff
But you should know
And I mean to be blunt
Maybe I wasn’t always right
But you were always a cunt
I Don’t Need You – Not That I Ever Did
I am no longer who I was
I am now someone more
And although I’m alone
I’ll find my own way home
That’s for fucking sure
Ain’t Life Grand
We
only
really
reached
halfway
When
you
went
and
died
on me
Now
what
was
once
bright
is grey
As
I deal
with
life's
debris
Ontology
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
