How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
How could let
This happen?
Why didn’t you
Just say?
If you’d just
Been honest
And kept
Your promise
I’d’ve forgiven you
Anyway
If we take away
The anger
The frustration
And the pain
It’s pretty clear
Neither one of us
Has anything
To gain
After all
Is said
And done
I think
It’s time
We both
Move on
So what is it
You’re saying?
He said
You want to pack up
And get rid?
It’s not that I don’t
Love you now
She said
It’s that I’m not sure
I ever did
Please don’t say it’s over
He said
I won’t believe it
If you do
It’s exactly that lack of backbone
She said
That I hate most
About you
The lights go out
In the blink of an eye
And there’s nothing left
But to say goodbye
Well thank fuck for that
She said
As she walked away
With her empty head
Fair And Square
One
thousand
poems
And I am
finally
done
This
battle is
now over
And my
war has
been won
(Originally Posted 29.02.2020)
Now you come
Begging for love
Cap in outstretched hand
But I know better
And I will never
Erase my line in the sand
Incomprehensible
It’s all
just so
fucking
bizarre
How the
tables
have
turned
With
things
now as
they are
And
what we
both have
learned
(Originally Posted 26.02.2020)
Yet
I know
I’ll
never be
absolved
For our
friendship
now is
all but
dissolved
New Year’s Eve(n)
Nothing
will
ever be
resolved
Until from
all blame,
I am
absolved
(Originally Posted 31.12.2019)
There is no going back
There are no more simpler times
Now I just have to accept
That you’ll never again be mine
Undo
Can we go back
To a simpler time
When I was yours
And you were mine?
(Originally Posted 27.09.2020)
No one would believe it
Not even wrapped up in a bow
Even those who trust
In reincarnation
Would find this one hard to swallow
Making (Sh)It Up
Who
could
believe
we’d
get
this
That
we’d
ever
again
share
a kiss
That
both
of our
hearts
a beat
would
miss
That
we’d be
together
bathed
in bliss
(Originally Posted 29.08.2020)
Then you asked
If I got it back
Never
I replied
That was the day
When it all
Went black
And I was forever
Left dead inside
Q&A
You ask
What
I left
Behind
Nothing
I answer
Just
My mind
(Originally Posted 24.08.2020)
I asked for you
To give me time
And space to clear my head
But as you’ve shown
You can’t leave me alone
Let’s just call it quits instead
Over
Time may heal
Hearts can mend
Until then accept
This is the end
(Originally Posted 06.08.2019)
You will never stand
At my grave and weep
As you’ll never know
Where it is
Animosity
You can
keep your
feigned apology
For your
friendship
now means
nothing to me
I shall
live without
you merrily
Waiting for
the day
everyone
will see
Just how
wicked and
cruel you
can be
(Originally Posted 22.05.2019)
I’ll be going on a journey
Down my very own memory lane
Back to the start of my WordPress life
To the advent of my pain
So please forgive me if you find
You are reading some posts again
But I feel the need to relive
Both the madness and the sane
It’s not that I’m leaving forever
I promise I’ll still be around
But the desire to fight
Let alone to write
Is proving too thin on the ground
That’s it all done now
There’ll be no more
Or no less
Thank you for living
Through this with me
And not minding all the mess
I have killed us
Once before
And I will happily
Do it again
For I am
No longer
In love with you
In fact
We’re not even friends
Do you really hate me
He said
So much that you’d freeze me out
You’ll never see me again
She said
Of that there is no doubt
Don’t bother asking me
As I will only say no
I’m only drinking
To stop me thinking
So I’ll just buy my own
There is no substitution
For what we had
Looking for it again
Will only drive me mad
So who’s fault is it then
Yours or mine
Who was it that took this
Over the line?
Was it me
With my brutality
And supposed lack of rationality?
Or was it you
And your crew
With fuck all else with your time to do?
Either way it doesn’t matter
As the line has now been crossed
It’s just a shame that we’ll never know
Which one of us won or lost
I don’t know
If I can forgive you
For all the pain
And hurt
It’s not that we
Can’t be friends now
But more I don’t think
We ever were
I’ve always been alone
So this will make no difference
I shall keep my counsel my own
And wallow in my belligerence
Your silence
Tells more of a story
Than your words
Ever could
I’ve long suspected
You were a dickhead
But now I know for sure
So because you’ve behaved
As expected
I won’t be seeing you
Any more
There it goes
The last glimmer of humanity
Flushed down the bog
Along with my sanity
Just keep on walking
He said
And don’t you ever come back
Just stop fucking talking
She said
You’ve already won this attack
I can explain
He said
If you want to hear it
I don’t have time
She said
For anymore bullshit
If you ever need anything
Or you find youself stuck
Remember not to call me
As I don’t give a fuck
I meant
What I said
When I left
You only get one chance with me
And you blew it good and proper
Now it’s not about forgiveness
It’s all about my honour
Even if I had any fucks left
I still wouldn’t give one to you
Okay, okay
I’ve heard you say
You never really loved me
Anyway
There’s no need
To rub it in
The rain
May well
Have passed
She said
But sadly
So has
My prime
Why the fuck did we start this
He said
When we knew it would have to end
I guess now we’re no longer lovers
She said
We can never be friends
We left it all
At La Belle Aurore
So we needn’t say
Any more
I couldn’t care
Any less
If you cared
Any more
For nothing now
Can stop me
From walking
Out this door
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
We’ll never be anything more
Than what either of us had hoped
This bed’s not big enough
For the both of us
So I’ll be the one to leave
We should just be glad
For the time we’ve had
And the little bit of reprieve
If I
were
to see
you
againI
wouldn’t
know
where
to startSo
perhaps
it’s
bestI lay
here
to
restAnd
nurse
my
broken
heart
Well
I guess
that’s it
Our
time
has
passed
But
no one
can say
It
hasn’t
been a
blast
Always
left
yearning
For
something
more
Now
it’s
all
over
You’ll
hear
me
roar
You
lied
When
you
said
you
understood
So
you
are
denied
Any
chance
to make
good
You
can
cry
All
you
want
But
it’s
your
fault
It’s
come
to
this
You’re
the
one
Who
led
me
on
And
it
was
you
Who
took
the
piss
Don’t
expect
me to
feel
sorry
for you
Now
that
you’re
on
your
own
You’ve
bought
this
misery
upon
yourself
These
these
seeds
you
yourself
have
sown
I hope
you all
have a
lovely
time
without
me
I know
I will
without
you
It’s
over
We’re
done
Now pick up
your shit
And get
gone
Don’t
expect
me to
be shockedOr to
go off
on one
half cockedFor I
know this
is where
it endsAnd why
we can
no longer
be friends
Don’t bother
to call meAs I’ll just watch
the phone ringI will not
answer to youAnd I’ll never
tell you anything
What’s
the
point
in all
of
this?Of me
putting
up
with
your
bullshit?Well
I’m
giving up,
I’m
letting
it goBut I’ll
always be
the better
person,
just so
you know
I love you
with all
my heart
He said
And that
would never
change
I can’t
imagine us
being apart
He said
It would
really be
too strange
I’m sorry
but that’s
not enough
She said
For me
to want
to stay
I know you
will find
it tough
She said
But I
have to
walk away
Fall in
love with
me all
you likeBut don’t
think I
can love
you backThe
voices
inside
my headHave long
since put
a stop
to that
It is with a heavy heart
And a mournful sigh
That the time has come
To say our goodbye
I’ll always be eternally grateful
For everything you’ve done
Your love has taken away my pain
And left me with none
Fuck you,
And your pathetic little smile.
Fuck you,
And your poisonous bile.
Fuck you,
And your disingenuous chatter.
Fuck you,
For you no longer matter.
At all,
To me.
When I heard
the black dog
barking outside
I knew I had
nowhere left
to hide
When I heard
the black dog
at my door
I knew I didn’t
have the strength
to fight anymore
Now I hear
the black dog
on my shoulder
All I feel
is relief
that it’s over
You can request
my friendship
all you likeBut it’ll
never be
acceptedYou can send,
send and
send it againBut it’ll
always be
rejected
Fuck this shit
Said the spider to the fly
I really can’t be arsedI agree entirely
Said the fly to the spider
I’m done with this farce
It’s like
I’m now
a museum
exhibitEveryone
is welcome
to stop
and stareBut there
is no
touching
allowed