As for your bid
To outdo me
I could not care
One jot
And if you think
I’m green with envy
I can assure you
I am not
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
As for your bid
To outdo me
I could not care
One jot
And if you think
I’m green with envy
I can assure you
I am not
It wasn’t
That I didn’t see you
I knew
You were standing
Right there
It was more
That I
Just ignored you
And passed by
Without
A care
You see you
Are quite unimportant
And mean not a thing
To me
And mine
So I suggest
That you also
Start walking
And stop wasting
Everyone’s time
To think I was ever
This pathetic
Leaves me
Open mouthed
And aghast
It certainly took
Some toughening up
But at least now
That nonsense
Has passed
My Dark Heart
Although
my descent
into
madness
Has
torn
my soul
apart
Underneath
all of
this
sadness
I’m still
a romantic
at heart
(Originally Posted 22.02.2020)
When I read back
On posts like this
I can’t help but curl my toes
It’s like I think
You’re all in the pink
And it’s just me that feels morose
In My Shoes
Bitter
and
twisted
Yes,
that’s
me
But
live
my
life
For a
minute
or two
And so
would
you
fucking
be
(Originally Posted 01.11.2020)
Jesus.
I even depress myself sometimes,
So fuck knows how you feel.
Wallowing
I
could
lie
here
and
fade
away
I’m
neither
here
nor
there
Not
that
I expect
you
would
notice
Or
even
that
you’d
care
(Originally Posted 06.08.2020)
It’s not about
Being better than you
(Even though I am)
It’s more that I
Stayed to help
Whilst you
Didn’t give a damn
Really?
That’s it?
You shouldn’t have fucking bothered
Can
you
turn
it
down
please
Or
better
still
Just
switch
it
off
I
can’t
watch
these
pricks
Vie
for
‘fame’
Like
pigs
at
the
trough
I
could
lie
here
and
fade
away
I’m
neither
here
nor
there
Not
that
I expect
you
would
notice
Or
that
you’d
even
care
Your
platitudes
irritate
me every
day
That’s
it
That’s
all
I wanted
to
say