I was doing really well today you know.
I got out of bed at a reasonable time.
I sang to myself in the shower.
I put on different clothes.
I remembered to fed the cat.
I cleaned the bathroom.
I threw out the stale food from the fridge.
I washed the bed sheets.
I took the rubbish out.
I went for a swim.
I started listening to a new podcast.
I went shopping in the afternoon.
I even flirted with the man who served me.
And then I drove past the blue sign.
And the sky fell in.
And I remembered everything.
And my heart shattered all over again.
(Originally Posted 11.03.2019)