You will never be forgiven
For what you took from me
Not just my only lover
But my whole identity
And even though you did it
A near whole five years ago
I am yet to fully recover
Or let my seething anger go
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You will never be forgiven
For what you took from me
Not just my only lover
But my whole identity
And even though you did it
A near whole five years ago
I am yet to fully recover
Or let my seething anger go
That is how
It was back then
When I had no choice
But to rely on pills
One to find a way
To get through each day
And several more
To help me rebuild
Happy Pills
I think
we’ll
increase
your dose,
She
said,
To stop
you
feeling so
morose.
I’ll
easily
give it
a try,
I
said,
But I’m
pretty sure
the end
is nigh.
(Originally Posted 07.11.2019)
I’ve been
trying
so hard
to break
this chainSo I’ve
drawn on
my arms
with Biro
againAt least,
this time,
it’s just
a tokenAnd my
skin,
for now,
remains
unbroken
You
willnever
recoverfrom
whatyou’re
yetto
discover.