We're both
To blame
For this
Disaster
Never stopping
To think
What would
Happen after
They found out
What we did
What was once
Just a fling
Has now
Fucked up
Everything
And left us
Knee deep
In shit
False Pretences
Now that it’s all
Said and done
There’s still
One answer
I lack:
Why the fuck
Did you let me
Love you
If you didn’t want
To love me back?
The Illusion
With each day
That passes by
Things become
Less of a blur
Now I know
I don’t miss
You at all
Just who I thought
You were
You Should Tell Him
In order
For things
To go
To plan
You have
To make one
First
No good
Ever comes
From
Putting it off
Just because
You fear
The worst
Late Night Ponderings
What would it be like
If we met
Would we hit it off
Or just regret
Ever agreeing to a date?
Maybe we should keep
The fantasy
By just staying friends
Digitally
And leave the rest to fate?
Lunch Dates
I knew it wouldn’t work
But I said yes anyway
I just needed to prove
That one afternoon
Couldn’t chase
My demons away
Ten Years Too Late
If only you
Could see me now
I’m sure
That you’d be proud
I think you’d agree
I’m as I should be
And you’d say you love me
Out loud
The Odd Text Here And There
In another place
And another time
I’d be yours
And you’d be mine
But as we’re here
And the time is now
Seems we both
Have to settle
For just chatting,
Somehow
For The Best
As wonderful
As one night may seem
I simply can’t agree
To such a scheme
As being with you
Even for a minute
Would leave a pile of shit
And me knee deep in it
Going, Going, Gone…
If only you could wait
She said
I’d make it worth your while
As much as that appeals
He said
Hanging around just ain’t my style
Green Flag
It’s nice to have you around
She said
I feel better when you’re here
I wouldn’t be anywhere else
He said
I hope that much is clear
Starting Small
I know
You’re feeling anxious
I can sense
How scared you are
But if you
Can let me
I promise I’ll
Go gently
And to barely leave
A scar
Purpose
You’ll never know
How many times
I wanted
To walk away
You’ll never know
How many times
You were why
I chose to say
The Three Date Rule
I’m not sure
She said
If I did the right thing
Trust me
He said
He’ll definitely ring
SOS
Maybe it’s you
Maybe it’s me
Maybe we’re both
Just lost at sea
Limerence
Of all the men
It has been
There’s no one
That compares to
Yet of all the men
It will be
I must accept
It’ll never be you
At The Altar
I really hope
You’ll meet me
And we’ll leave
Hand in hand
But the journey ahead
Is risky
So if not,
I’ll understand
Seeing The Light
I did
What I did
All those years
Because
I thought
I loved you
But now
I can see
How you
Treated me
And what a shell
That turned me
Into
The Silent Treatment
Please,
Just give me something
Even if
It’s only one word
I don’t need
Your comfort
But just to know
That I’ve been heard
Respite
I thought of us
Again today
And, as always,
You made me smile
It was a welcome break
From all the heartache
Even if only
For a while
Keeping It Secret
Of course
It’s sad
Don’t
We know it
But they’re just
Not ready
For us
To show it
On A Limb
You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
From The Inside Out
Spooning
My heart out
Drowning
In blood
You have killed me,
In a way,
That no other man
Ever could
“Was It Just A Game To You..?”
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
Over The Hill
You think
A diet,
Hair dye,
And dentistry
Will help you
Find a mate
But, my dear,
Alas, I fear,
You’ve left it
Far too late
Mouthy
You think
You’re so clever
You think
You know it all
Well let’s see
How smart you are
With your back
Against the wall
Late To The Party
If only you
Would ask me now
Instead
Of way back when
Because I’d say yes
And strongly suggest
That we stay anything
But friends
Self-Stimulation
I’m not here
For your pleasure
I don’t exist
To be your toy
As from now,
Myself,
I have reclaimed
For me alone
To enjoy
Butterflies
I can’t wait
To see you next
And hear you
Say my name
To feel
Your touch
To say
Too much
And to fall in love
Again
See You Again Soon
Thank you
For being
Nice to me
Thank you
For being
So kind
I’ll keep
What you said
Inside
My head
And leave
All the shit
Behind
Pure Gallus
You may think
Your cheeky wink
Was both charming
And flirtatious
Yet your inane smile
And attempt to beguile
Tested nothing
But my patience
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