Is it really
Any wonder
Why I no longer
Sleep with men
When all they’ve done
Is let me down
Time
And time again
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Is it really
Any wonder
Why I no longer
Sleep with men
When all they’ve done
Is let me down
Time
And time again
It matters not
In the end
If from a woman
Or a man
Sometimes
All you can do
Is to take
Whatever you can
I just thought
I’d call
He said
To check
That you’re ok
You are
So very kind
She said
To care for me
That way
I’ll also ask
While I’m on
He said
If there’s anything
I can do?
I’m sure
I’ll be fine
She said
To me this
Is nothing new
Such an intriguing web
Of tales you spin
All to hide
From what lurks within
These scars
Are the
Remainder
Of everything
You killed
So now
They’re my
Reminder
That I know
How to rebuild
I understand
It takes time
For wounds
Like these
To heal
But I got bored
Of myself
Years ago
So fuck knows
How you feel
I love to spend
Time with you
Just chatting
Is so much fun
But if I think
Of us both in bed
All I can see
Inside my head
Is how quickly
That spark
Would be gone
If only you
Could feel my pain
You’d never speak
To him again
If we take away
The anger
The frustration
And the pain
It’s pretty clear
Neither one of us
Has anything
To gain
After all
Is said
And done
I think
It’s time
We both
Move on
Now that all
Is said
And done
I know
That you
Were never
“The one”
I remember
When you asked
And all too quckly
I said no
Now I wonder
Having made that blunder
Just how far
I would go
Do you ever miss him?
All the time, she said
Each night I cry
Screaming “why?”
As I lay down
In our bed
Do you ever miss him?
Never once, she said
The second he’d gone
I just moved on
To someone else
Instead
If it had
To be anyone
Then it definitely
Wouldn’t be you
I’ve got enough left
Of my self respect
To avoid the crap
Men like you spew
I’d just about
Come to terms
With losing
Everything
But then I saw you
With your new tattoo
And the size
Of her fucking ring
I hope that you
Are happy now
And you go to sleep
With a smile
But for me to hope
That she doesn’t choke
Is going to take
A while
All that time
Now gone
To waste
Next time
I'll tell you
With infinite haste
Love’s young dream
This is not
Nor is it
A fairy tale
It’s a bunk up,
Of sorts,
Fuelled by lust,
Of course,
Along with a few yards of ale
I gave you every
Piece of me
Acted like
A woman posessed
And yet
You squandered
Everything
Until there
Was nothing left
It doesn’t matter
Who was right
Or who
Was fucking wrong
We both did
The worst
And equally
Got hurt
By stringing
Each other along
You could try
A little harder
He said
And not be afraid
To commit
Why would I
Even bother
She said
When your heart’s
Not even in it
This should’ve been
About convenience
And not a true
Affair of the heart
But when you tell me lies
To my total surprise
It completely
Tears me apart
You can pull
Out all the stops
Call on every ploy
And device
But whatever the spiel
They will never feel
Exactly the same way,
Twice
That’s it
I’m done
I have had
Enough
There is no
More smooth
To soften
The rough
And I know
That I seem
Pretty hardy
And tough
But trust me
I’m made
Of nothing like
The stuff
Now you’ve upped
And left me
Breaking my heart
Again
I wish you nothing
But cruelty,
Emotional torture
And pain
If I could turn
Back the clock
I’d say yes
To that walk
If only the sands
Of time would stop
I’d stay awhile
And talk
But for a return
Through time and space
There is no point
In wishing
If wherever I’d go
Whatever the place
You will still
Be missing
Xxx
I actually believed it
When you said
“I love you”
But little
Did I realise
I was at the back
Of the queue
It’s nice to see
How you are with me
Is in no way chauvinistic
But as for your chance
When it comes to romance
I wouldn’t be too optimistic
If only times
Were different
Then our lives
Could truly flourish
But as it is
This life is shit
With love like ours
Not encouraged
I must not
Have learned
From my last mistake
As I gave him
My heart
On a plate
Come back
Tomorrow
And try again
For I need
A lover
Not just a friend
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