I just cannot understand
He said
Why you have to be so combative
I’ve just been surviving for so long
She said
That I’ve forgotten how to live
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I just cannot understand
He said
Why you have to be so combative
I’ve just been surviving for so long
She said
That I’ve forgotten how to live
You can tell me you don’t think she’s pretty
And that there’s nothing more to say
But I’ve been here before
And can spot a whore
From a thousand miles away
At some point you have to see
He said
It was you who wouldn’t commit
I wasn’t the one who gave up
She said
I just ended it
You don’t like me
I don’t like you
So let’s just leave it at that
For anything else
Is irrelevant
You arrogant little twat
I know he can’t be mine
She said
But now he’ll never be yours
If only he’d grow a spine
She said
And just choose one of us
Will you just stop talking
He said
You’re driving me insane
If you’d just listen in the first place
She said
I wouldn’t have to say it again
Why don’t you tell him what happened
He said
Instead of just writing it down
Because I don’t want him to know
She said
I couldn’t bear to see his frown
I couldn’t care
Any less
If you cared
Any more
For nothing now
Can stop me
From walking
Out this door
This isn’t love
It’s just a habit
No more
And no less
Remember that
You asked me
To run away with you
So, hesitantly, I did
And it was fun
Until you left
You fucking lying prick
If I could
He said
I really would love
To lie with you forever, like this
Really
She said
I couldn’t be arsed
Now shift – I need a piss
I gave you everything I could
He said
Even if you don’t remember it
You gave me hell, heartbreak and hepatitis
She said
And your dope was shit
You may as well keep the ring
He said
I’ve got no use for it
I’d rather keep my dignity
She said
Than this worthless piece of shit
There will be someone out there
He said
That will be the one for you
What if he’s already gone
She said
I don’t believe there can be two
You said
To me
You’d always
Be true
Yet it’s clear
That forever
Meant fuck all
To you
Don’t come crawling back now
Amazed at what you find
For I’m the one
Who carried on
When you left me behind
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I may very well
Have been a cunt
But so, my dear, have you
There were times when I would tire of it all,
But I don’t have a single regret.
I never once got bored of it all,
Our inescapable duet.
(Originally Posted 06.05.2019)
I sometimes wish I cared
About everything you said
But as I’ve already declared
I’ve no tears left to shed
He
really
loved
you,
you
know
Like
only
a true
friend
can
I
know
I was
his
woman
But
you
were
definitely
his man
I don’t want to just be friends
I don’t want to let this go
You may be able to walk away
But this is all I know
I
think
you
might
expire
He
said
If
your
sigh
gets
any
heavier
Well,
I guess
I'd be
better
off
She
said
Now
he's
agreed
to marry
her
I only ever wanted you
But then he arrived instead
Now there’s no chance
In any circumstance
Of you sleeping in my bed
The tears I cried
When you died
Will never fully dry
For with each day
Dawns a new array
Of pain I can’t deny
Xxx
If we were to meet again
I’d simply walk on by
I’d turn my head away from you
Try not to catch your eye
For I could not do this again
Your loss has left me broken
No, I’d simply walk on by
With nary a word spoken
Tell me you don’t want me
And I’ll walk away if I must
But just make sure
Your heart can endure
As you won’t see me again for dust
We can’t both be dreamers
She said
Or nothing will get done
We’ll just have to take it in turns
He said
For us each to have our fun
I hate it
When you look at me
For all I see
Is pain
But what hurts more
Is I can’t be sure
I won’t fuck it up
Again
Some people stay together
And hate every second of it
But as they’re bound by tradition
They put up with each others shit
They’re worn down day after day
But are far too scared to leave
For of a life full of happiness
They cannot possibly conceive
Maybe one day we’ll meet again
And maybe one day we won’t
But one things for sure
We’ll never be anything more
Than what either of us had hoped
Of my love
For you
I’ve never been
More certain
It is time
To drop
The safety curtain
So with confidence
And fiery gusto
Let’s just get
On with our show
What's the matter
He said
Are you sick?
Yes
She said
Of all your shit!
Is that it now
He said
Have the bells rung out?
I cannot eat another sprout
Oh shut your face
She said
All you’ve done is moan
You’ll be spending next year
On your fucking own
Different lives
Different choices
If only we had the confidence
To listen to those voices
This cannot be
What you want
Surely
It's a joke
For I am not
That kind of woman
And you are not
That bloke
This bed’s not big enough
For the both of us
So I’ll be the one to leave
We should just be glad
For the time we’ve had
And the little bit of reprieve
I really don't care
If I win or lose
Either way around
I just wish you'd choose
I wish that I had asked you more
I wish I’d kissed you each day
I wish that I had really made sure
I wish I’d begged you to stay
Xxx
If only I could
If only you would
But we both know it couldn’t
Come to any good
I’m not sure you ever loved me
Or even liked me very much
Perhaps that’s the root
Of all this pain
The lack of human touch
I’m not looking for just anyone
For not just anyone will do
It’ll take someone superhuman
To survive what I’ll put them through
Calm your jets
Drink your tea
If love will wait
Then so can we
How
long
will
you
Be
here
for
me
When
your
own
tradegy
strikes
What
will
happen
To
our
love
When
your
reality
bites?
I
wonder
whatYou’d
think
of me
nowFat,
forty
and
fuckedWould
you
still
love me
foreverWant
to be
together
whateverOr be
thankful
for the
bullet
you
ducked
Do
you
say
those
thingsTo
someone
elseNow
you
don’t
say
them
to me?Does
it
make
me
patheticMy
thoughts
so
freneticThat
these
things
still
bother
me?
If a
nodIs as
goodAs a
winkThen
we
should
getAnother
drinkAnd
finally
putThis
flirtatious
thingBetween
us
bothTo
bed
The
internal
debateRages on
without
relentShould
I kiss
you now‘Til my
hearts
contentOr
should I
hold offAnd
think
againFor
I can’t
lose youMy
only
friend
We
could
have
had
it
allShe
saidBut
now
we’re
left
with
nothingMaybe
we’d
have
been
okayHe
saidIf
you
weren’t
so fucking
cutting
If I
could
take usInto
extra
timeDo
you
thinkYou
could
be mineOr
would
we needTo go
to penalties?
Was it you
That was
The one
For me
But a future
Between us
I just
Could not see
I suppose
That now
None of that
Even matters
For you’ve
Moved on
While I’m left
In tatters
To
all
those
men
out
there
You
know
who
you
are
Breaking
hearts
without
a care
Yet
kissing
better
the
scar
Do
you
think
you
could
just
reign
it in
And
be a
better
man?
For
you
might
be
okay
Living
your
life
that
way
But
I don’t
think
I can
If
I was
to decide
To
leave
this
place
It
would
still
be you
I’d
find
In
any
time or
space
If you don’t mean what you say,
Perhaps we should just walk away.
Now.
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
Can we go back
To a simpler time
When I was yours
And you were mine?
From
everyone else
At the
time
I picked
you out
To be
mine
To love,
honour
And
obey
And
I did
Until
you
Walked
away
As the
wind
rattles
the
window
pane
I
wonder
is it
cold
where
you are?
Or are
you
now
just
over
heating
In
somebody
else’s
car?
What
holds us
togetherIs a
deep
connectionThat
need
neverBe
in
questionBut
whether
or notIt’s
love
or hateIs very
much
stillUp
for
debate
You
only
want
me
now
Because
he
says
he
does
Well
you
had
your
chance
But
you
rebuffed
my
advance
So go
jump
in front
of a
bus
It’s
not
about
what
she
didOr
what
he did
either
to be
fairIt’s
about
how
it has
made
me feelFor
the
rest
I could
not
care
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