I’m starting to think
It’s time
For someone else
To help you instead
You’re far too reliant
And much too incompliant
For me
To sort out your head
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I’m starting to think
It’s time
For someone else
To help you instead
You’re far too reliant
And much too incompliant
For me
To sort out your head
I realise I fucked up
He said
When I wasn’t there for you
But I promise I’ll be here now
He said
And will help to see you through
All that shit is pointless
She said
We can’t go back in time
Just prioritise your own health
She said
And I’ll take care of mine
When you only have a little
A little can mean a lot
So even living off a trickle
Feels like winning the jackpot
Hostages
I
can’t
let
go
You’re
all
I’ve
got
(Originally Posted 13.02.2020)
I feel I should
Apologise again
For burdening you
Last night
I understand
It’s not your problem
And I know
It’s not your fight
Nice Try
Thank
you
for the
offer
But I
really
must
say no
There is
no need
for you
to listen
To any
more of
my tales
of woe
(Originally Posted 19.01.2020)
I can’t help you anymore
He said
My mind is too conflicted
I completely understand
She said
This day I predicted
All My Fault
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shit
I wish
now that
I could’ve
chosen it
Then I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on you
And your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
(Originally Posted 18.09.2019)
I can’t help you
She said
I have nothing to give
Don’t count on me
She said
For your reason to live
Some find it easier to deify
Rules bestowed from up high
And trust in his miraculous plan
But I feel it wiser
To be your own advisor
Than rely on the thoughts of a man
They say you don’t know
What you mean to people
Whom you may never see
Well all I can say
Is I hope and pray
That no one relies on me
That’s
it
nowI’ve
pulled us
throughSo for
better
or worseIt’s
over
to you
Will you
catch meWhen I
fall?Or am I
not worthThe effort
at all?
I’m glad
you see
her good
sideAnd can
block out
her badBut I
have to
trust my
instinctAs it’s
all I’ve
ever had
If there was
another way
of dealing
with this shitI wish
now that I
could’ve
chosen itThen I
wouldn’t have
relied so
much on youAnd your
heart wouldn’t
also be torn
in two
If
only
I knew
what to do
I
would
not be so
reliant on you
If
only
I knew
how to grieve
It
would be
so much easier
to let you leave
If
only
I knew
who to be
I’d
thank you
for your help
then set you free