You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
I must not
Have learned
From my last mistake
As I gave him
My heart
On a plate
If the price
Of love
Is loss
Then I’ll
Just wait
For the sales
Absence doesn’t make
The heart grow fonder
We just start to yearn
For what’s over yonder
And so we’re presented
With a question to ponder
Exactly which opportunity
Should we squander?
An allegory for so much
This one
Love, life and death
Trying to capture that feeling
When you need to stop
And pause for breath
Keep The Engine Running
Shall
we go
ahead
and jump
He
asked
Now that
we’ve
come
this far?
I’m not
so sure,
anymore,
She
said
Let’s just
get back
in the
car
(Originally Posted 16.12.2019)
In for a penny
In for a pound
Isn’t that what they say?
Well all I know is
If there are no strings
Then I’ll be there without delay
Cocktails At Dawn
Come over here
Let’s have a taste
As it would be a shame
If this went to waste
(Originally Posted 16.12.2020)
I thought having sex with strangers
Would get him out of my head
And though it filled a hole
That wasn’t my goal
So now it’s back to my own bed
Going Too Far
Lying
here
alone
In
this
strange
bed
Wondering
what the
fuck
Was
in my
head
Now I
must
ignore
This
feeling
of dread
And
stop
wishing
that I’d
Stayed
home
instead
(Originally Posted 07.12.2020)
The first time
It was fine
As I was young and naive
I didn’t know
Where it would go
So it was easy to just believe
But now I’m older
And my heart colder
I need to be assured
That you intend
To keep up your end
Before my commitment is secured
Going Down The Rabbit Hole
If you don’t mean what you say,
Perhaps we should both just walk away.
Now.
(Originally Posted 02.10.2020)
I wrote this one
While hanging on
For a reply to a particular text
As I had shown it
I thought I’d blown it
And wasn’t sure what was next
As it was
It was just a pause
As you wrote back in earnest
And so then I knew
I still had you
And that my effort was worth it
Reassured
The relief
is palpable
My anxiety
is pacified
Our normality
is restored
Thank fuck
you replied
(Originally Posted 13.08.2019)
If only I wasn’t risk averse
My world would open up
If only I wasn’t risk averse
I could see more of life closeup
Deep Breaths
Maybe
you’ll
change
your
mind
Or
maybe
you
won’t
But
one
thing
is for
sure
You’ll
regret
it if
you
don’t
(Originally Posted 25.05.2020)
If only I was risk averse
I would avoid these situations
If only I was risk averse
I could lay better foundations
Unhappy Endings
I wish
we’d never
started this.
Then we
wouldn’t have
to end it.
(Originally Posted 25.05.2019)
What would you do
If it was you
Would you risk it
Even though
You could lose
—
I have no idea
What I’d do here
So thank fuck
I don’t
Have to choose
It’s fun
While it lasts
Then you go home
Embarrassed
So I’ve recorded some of my poems
And I don’t think they’re half bad
Who knew that in speaking
There’s so much fun to be had
But now I’m in a conundrum
As I need to make a choice
Do I stay safely anonymous
Or finally reveal my voice?
This cannot be
What you want
Surely
It's a joke
For I am not
That kind of woman
And you are not
That bloke
The
internal
debateRages on
without
relentShould
I kiss
you now‘Til my
hearts
contentOr
should I
hold offAnd
think
againFor
I can’t
lose youMy
only
friend
Love
might
be in
the air
But
so is
COVID
19
We’re
living
in a
pandemic
You
prick
What
you’re
proposing
is obscene
As my
veins
fill
with
chip
fat
And
my
lungs
marinate
in
tar
I
wonder
if
perhaps
this
time
I’ve
taken
things
too
far
I
do not
trust
myself
When
I see
your
face
I
just
want
to kiss
you
And
never
leave
your
embrace
Just
Shut
Up
You
Stupid
Cunts