Wandered
around
again
todayWith
an all
consuming
sighNot
knowing
how to
liveYet
too
afraid
to die
‘Speak to Me Someone’
I am
more
lonely
Than
anybody
knows
I
could
really
Use
a
friend
Before
this
darkness
Inside
me
grows
And
it
really
Is
the
end
Blunt
I
wish
you
were
here
with
me
But
instead
I’m
all
alone
If
only
you
would
write
a letter
Or
call
me on
the
phone
It
would
be so
wonderful
to facetime
Or
if
you
texted
me
instead
But
I know
you
won’t
do any
of these
You
can’t
Because
you’re
dead
The Double Bed
It’s been so quiet
Since you left
All I hear
Is my own breath
As I lie here alone
And wait for death
‘Should I Stay Or Should I Go’
If
someone
told me
then
How all
this
would
end
I’d pack
a bag
and run
away
And not
even
bother
to pretend
The(ir) Split
It’s
not
about
what
she
didOr
what
he did
either
to be
fairIt’s
about
how
it has
made
me feelFor
the
rest
I could
not
care
Resurrection
If I
were
to see
you
againI
wouldn’t
know
where
to startSo
perhaps
it’s
bestI lay
here
to
restAnd
nurse
my
broken
heart
That Morning
You
can
try
to
imagine
But
you
can
never
know
How
much
it
tore
me
apart
When
I had
to let
him go
Xxx
Were You Afraid Of Dying?
It
was
awful
to see
you
waste
awayNeither
of us
knowing
whyNow
my
only
hopeIs
you
are
smoking
dopeAt
that
great
gig in
the
skyXxx
Hold Me
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurtAs my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirtXxx
47 Years Today
‘You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon’
Xxx
Auberge de Lanouaille
You
should
use
this
time
to
think
He
said
About
what
it is
you
want
Only
if you
bring
me
coffee
She
said
And
a hot
buttered
croissant
One Night In Heaven
Now
we’ll
never
hold
hands
again
Walk
in the
park
or
kiss in
the rain
That
only
fading
memories
of us
remain
Just
breaks
my heart
and fucks
with my
brain
The Dagger
At
least
I don’t
feel pain
anymore
As my
insides
spill
to the
floor
It’s Always Worse In The Dark
I’m
crying
again
In
the
kitchen
Hot
salty
tears
itching
as
they
fall
All too
readily
from
my
face
As I
remember
what
I’ve
lost
And
who
I can’t
replace
Locked Away
As the
chasm
between
usContinues
to growIt gets
harder
and
harderMy
feelings
to showXxx
Making (Sh)It Up
Who
could
believe
we’d
get
this
That
we’d
ever
again
share
a kiss
That
both
our
hearts
a beat
would
miss
That
we’d be
together
bathed
in bliss
Certainty
Do you want to?
Yes.
Will we?
No.
‘Now I Must Walk The Other Way … Home’
Hoping
For things
To be
The same
Realising
I’m fighting
A losing
Game
Love Lost
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
The Wedding Present
My
heart
broke
again
today
When
I saw
you
both
up
there
But
I know
to forever
hold my
peace
So
I just
hid
behind
my
hair
Entering My Fifth Decade
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
O Unhappy Day
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
Outline In Chalk
Here
I lieDespite
my wealthMurdered
By my
mental
health
Simple
Remember
When you said
You’d never leave me
And you lied?
Well,
Fuck you
Detached
It
matters
not
If
I go
out
Or if
I stay
at home
As
either
way
It’s
clear
to me
I’ll
always
be alone
Sigh
Sorry
it must
end
this wayShe
saidBut
I need
to let
you goPlease
don’t
forget
what we
hadHe
saidOr
how
I loved
you
so
Need(le)
I
need
you
here
Please
come
and
save
me
I
need
to
feel
The
love
you
gave
me
A Heavenly Reunion
What
are
you
doing
hereHe
saidI
told
you
not
to
followI
couldn’t
take
any
moreShe
saidLife
without
you
left
me
hollowXxx
Tinged With Sadness
In
amongst
all of
this
madnessHere
I stand
heart
tinged
with
sadness
Mausoleum
In
the
graveyard
Of
my
mind
Is
where
the
memories
Of
us
reside
So
when
I’m
alone
In
the
dead
of
night
I
walk
the
tombs
Of
our
love’s
plight
Alone
Three Score And Ten
Some
days
it feels
like
foreverOthers
it feels
like a
minuteBut no
matter
how
much
time has
passedLife’s
still
shit
without
you
in itXxx
The Note
It was the lonliness
That got to me
If I’m honest
In the end
Sitting here
Just quietly
But all alone
Again
Desperately trying
Yet failing
My broken heart
To mend
All the while
Convinced
The rope
Was my friend
Trust Issues
Someone
once
told
me
It’ll
all be
OK in
the end
That
person
lied
to me
And
is no
longer
my friend
Sleeping On The Sofa
Too
many
times
I’ve
sat
here
and
cried
Your
slightest
touch
So
cruelly
denied
And
even
though
We
both
tried
I’ve
still
been
left
Feeling
dead
inside
Xxx
‘Same Tale Every Time…’
At
first
light
in the
morning
Just
as a
new
day is
dawning
The
birds
issue
their
final
warning
And
the
tears
from
my eyes
start
pouring
‘Counts As A Treat’
How you
used to
make me
laugh
Is
etched
on my
soul
like a
lithograph
That
comes
alive
only
in my
dreams
But
leaves me
falling
apart
at the
seams
Upon
waking
Xxx
Squeeze
Such
a broken
heartened
man
In a
broken
hearted
land
If
only
I could
see you
I
would
squeeze
your
hand
And
never
let it
go
Duped
You
must
never
leave
me
She
said
For
I
would
fall
apart
I’ll
stay
with
you
forever
He
said
I’d
never
break
your
heart
The Life Raft
Full
of
holes
As
it
rocks
Against
the
shoals
More Or Less
I
guess
I’m
happy
More
or
less
Even
though
I’m
left
To
clean
up the
mess
HeadRoom
I
did
not
realise
That
space
in my
head
Would
still be
filled
by you
Even
though
you’re
dead
Overindulgence
My
head
hurts
today
Just as
much
as my
heart
I need
coffee
and a
cigarette
Then
I’ll
make
a start
Vandalism
All
that
time
together
With
nothing
left to
show
But a
heart
that is
broken
And a
space
down
below
‘All The Time…’
If I
could
be
Who
you
want
Me
to
be
Perhaps
then
we
Would
both be
happy
Once More For The Cheap Seats
If
only
I was
wasting
away
Maybe
it would
be easier
to explain
Why my
heart is
broken and
my tongue
is tied
And
I live
each day
in pain
‘Sleepy Time’
Lying here
Just us two
Isn’t the same
Without you
Xxx
Campfire Tales
I ask
them
over
and
over
again
What
did
I do to
deserve
this
pain
As I
look
up to
the
starry
sky
The
knife
you
plunged
makes
me cry
Cambuslang
All
those
days we
stayed
in bed
They
rattle
around
inside
my head
Until
the tears
run from
my eyes
As the
love we
shared
slowly
dies
Xxx
K(not)
All
I can
say is
I live
in hope
That
one day
I will
tie that
rope
As
tightly
as I see
it in
my mind
And
all my
troubles
I’ll leave
behind
In Sickness And In Health
How
the
fuck
can
it be
right
That
I have
to sleep
alone
tonight
I never
thought
that I
would be
On my
own at
thirty
three
All Good Things…
So
I
suppose
This
is the
part
Where
you say
goodbye
And
break my
heart
Reminiscence
I could
spend
hours
writing
poetry
But
I could
never
do it
justice
How
once
upon
a time
we
had
it
all
But
now
I’ve
been
left
lifeless
Bruised
It’s
OK
You
can
say
it
After
all
it’s
true
I
know
you
never
Really
loved
me
Like
how
I loved
you
End Credits
Is that
it now
She
said
Can we
go back?
As I want
nothing more
But to fade
to black
Yearning
Time passes
Like a dream
In my mind
As I remember
Everything
I’ve left behind
‘Interlude’
Time has dragged on today
Even more than most
It started off quite well too
Sitting down with tea and toast
But then the clock seemed to stop
At some point this afternoon
When opening up my laptop
Did nothing to lift the gloom
And as the evening drew itself in
I’ve sat here all alone
Thouroughly bored in my own skin
Barely stifling a groan
So now I guess I’ll go to bed
And lie there on my own
Until the clock stops in my head
And I dream in monochrome
Trauma
But
you
were
doing
so well
He
said
I
don’t
quite
understand
Coming
back
from
hell
She
said
Doesn’t
always
go to
plan
420
I hope
you’re
having
fun
Wherever
you are
Xxx
Wistful Wednesdays
Another summer
Without my lover
For he was taken away
Another summer
Without my lover
For he wasn’t allowed to stay
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