As another day fills
Me with dread
Intrusive thoughts
Inside my head
I wish that I
Could stay in bed
And sleep
For a thousand years instead
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
As another day fills
Me with dread
Intrusive thoughts
Inside my head
I wish that I
Could stay in bed
And sleep
For a thousand years instead
There are some nights
That never stop
Even when you look
That silent clock
Just seems
To stay the same
Time appears
To have stopped
And although you lie
There and watch
You know that everything
Has changed
I have
More fun
In my head
That’s why
I prefer
To stay in bed
To expect a nightly vision
She said
Seems a tad extreme
I barely get to sleep
She said
Let alone to fucking dream
I eat
I drink
I sleep
I breathe
But with
Very little else
Inbetween
I Fucking Hate Tuesdays
Trudging through this half a life
Really just subsisting
Knowing I’d be
Better off dead
Than merely just existing
(Originally Posted 22.02.2022)
“How about if I sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense…”
– Kafka
It seems I missed
The trip that day
You went
To the optimism farm
I was probably at home
With an ‘on silent’ phone
Sleeping soundly
Through the alarm
Optimism
If I
had
any
spare
I’d
give
some
to you
But
I only
have
enough
To
get
myself
through
This
bullshit
they call
life
(Originally Posted 03.01.2020)
If only we
Were like machines
Coded in black and white
We would be
Safe in our routines
And sleep far better at night
Outbid
Don’t
give
up,
The
email
reads,
You can
still get
what you
want.
Only an
automated
response,
I
believe,
Could
be so
nonchalant
(Originally Posted 02.11.2019)
And so
It comes time
To travel home again
At least
I’ll sleep
On this fucking train
Digging For Worms
Please
make
sure
you
bury
me
deep
So
I can
finally
get
some
fucking
sleep
(Originally Posted 06.10.2020)
I know some prefer
The daylight instead
But I’ve always been
At my happiest in bed
Eighteen Hours
It’s the time
between
waking up
and going
to sleep
that I’ve
always
found
the most
troublesome
(Originally Posted 01.10.2019)
After spending seven hours today
Sitting on a train
As I lie here
I’m starting to fear
That I may never sleep again
The Sleeping Tablet
Thankfully,
tiredness
descends.
As upon
sleep,
sanity
depends.
(Originally Posted 30.09.2019)
Hoping this pill proves fruitful
That it will work as designed
So I swallow another scoopful
To quiet the chaos in my mind
Five A Day
An
apple
a day
may
keep
the
doctor
away.
But
it’s a
pill
at night
that makes
me feel
alright.
(Originally Posted 12.06.2019)
I may excel
At many things
But to my eternal dismay
I know fine well
That sleep, it seems,
Will never be quite my forte
The Dream Catcher
Bad thoughts creep
As I’m without sleep
For yet another night
Fears won’t keep
Whilst I lie and weep
Losing the will to fight
(Originally Posted 01.06.2020)
Just close your eyes
And count to ten
You can ill afford
To sleep in again
I wish I could sleep forever
As silly as that seems
For then we’d be together
Happy, in my dreams
I haven’t slept
On that side
Even after
All this time
It will forever
Lie empty
As it’s yours
Not mine
Xxx
It never quite gets dark
This time of year
Which makes the sky so pretty
But when you’re already
Struggling to sleep
It’s actually just shitty
‘…Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown.’
– Henry IV Part II: Act III, Scene I
I already want to go back to sleep
And I haven’t even woken up yet
(Originally Posted 08.04.2019)
Haunt my dreams,
If you dare.
Just be aware
I may kill you,
While we sleep.
(Originally Posted 24.04.2019)
If I
were
to see
you
againI
wouldn’t
know
where
to startSo
perhaps
it’s
bestI lay
here
to
restAnd
nurse
my
broken
heart
Bad thoughts creep
As I’m without sleep
For yet another night
Fears won’t keep
Whilst I lie and weep
Losing the will to fight
I’m
going
back
to bed
It’s
not
worth
staying
awake
From
these
thoughts
in my
head
I need a
fucking
break
I dreamt
I was
pulling
little
red
spiders,
from
deep
inside
my nose.Why we
were
drinking
absinthe
before
bed,
who
the
fuck
knows!
Seriously
now
I need
some sleep
For if
I don’t
A lid on it
I won’t keep
I’ve
woken up
on the
sofa
todayNow I
feel
like
a half
shut
knifeI’ve
said it
before
and I’ll
say it
againI
really
fucking
hate
my
life
I can’t
be arsed
with any
more todayI’m just
going
to go
to bedAt least
that way I
might get
some respiteFrom the
voices
inside
my head
I wish
I could
sleep
But I
simply
can’t
relax
I just don’t
have the
strength
to keep
Painting
over the
cracks
There’s
only so
much I
can write
Before
I go
to sleep
tonight
My
eyes are
heavy and
overtired
My
head is
weary and
overfired
Waking up tired,
Heart already in pain
I really can’t be arsed,
with this shit again
Thankfully,
tiredness
descends.
As upon
sleep,
sanity
depends.
Why do
I bother
coming
to bed
It’s not
like I
can
sleep
All I
do is
fucking
lie here
Overthinking
and
counting
sheep
If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
a fifth can start
to appear.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
realise that
the end is near.If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
your mind can
start to bend.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
know it’s the
beginning of the end.
The restlessness
has startedSleep is refusing
to advanceBody and soul
have departedHaving led me
a merry dance
So I managed,
in the end,
to get out of bed
And it’s been a
shitty day so far,
just as I said
So I was right,
I should never
have tried
For I’ll never
escape this
pain inside
I can’t even
bear the thought
of what’s to
come tomorrow
No doubt
it’ll just
be more misery
and sorrow
Perhaps I’d
be better
off staying
in bed
Then I might
just escape
these thoughts
in my head
Stomach lurching,
Bones aching,
Head pounding,
Heart breaking,
Waking up is never easy.
Honestly,
I could wait
for a
thousand years
and it
would still
be too tough.
Honestly,
I could sleep
for a
thousand years
and it
would never
be enough.
Honestly,
I could cry
for a
thousand years
and it
would still
hurt too much.