Night Terrors (Part 3)

4am

And my demons

Want revenge

Again

The Insomniac’s Paradox

Why should I bother
Going to bed
When there's nothing
To wake up for

Why should I bother 
Waking up 
When I enjoy sleeping 
So much more

As
the
sun
slowly
rises

What’s
the
point
in
going
to bed?

It’s
not
like
sleep

Gives
me
any
reprieve

From
the
voices
in my
head

It’s
past
midnight
again

And
still
I’m not
in bed

When will
they stop
driving
me insane

These
voices
inside
my head?

Seriously
now

I need
some sleep

For if
I don’t

A lid on it
I won’t keep

Spending
all day

Tired
as fuck

But when
bedtime comes

There’s no
such luck

Waking up to find that,
once again,
I’ve lost my mind
at some point
during the night…

It’s too hot to think
as I sit here on the brink
of yet another nervous breakdown…