I know
What happened
Between us
Was just
A one time
Thing
But I hope
You know
Your Cupid’s bow
Really did
Make my heart
Sing
Like Candy From A Baby
You seem to spend more time
Smiling
He said
Than you ever did
Before
I’ve just gotten better
At hiding
She said
So you won’t ask me
Anymore
“Smile Even Though It’s Breaking…”
I’d spent
So much time
Planning
On how
To end it all
That I forgot
How much
Just laughing
Can help
Avoid the wall
It’s Different Now
Though it took a while
For me to smile
Still, it is artificial
Any feeling of mirth
For what it’s worth
Is purely superficial
Emotional Flux
The guilt
I feel
when
I smile
Consumes
my day
and night
Perhaps I
should
just wait
a while
Before
thinking
it’s alright
(Originally Posted 13.10.2019)
Out Of The Blue
I woke up with a smile
Today
All the bad feeling
Had gone away
It actually felt
Like it was the start
Of gluing back together
My broken heart
‘A Little Peculiar’
Something happened this morning
When I sat up in my bed
I found that instead of yawning
I actually smiled instead
Leaving A Message After The Beep
I don’t
know
why
I call
As I
know
you
can’t
respond
I just
need
to hear
your
voice
So
that
I can
carry
on
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 