‘If you walk out on me
I’m walking after you’
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
‘If you walk out on me
I’m walking after you’
I play them too often nowadays
Just to feel the pain
It’s better then feeling nothing
Again and again and again…
‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
‘Let your feelings slip boy
But never your mask boy’
‘You’re the shit and I’m knee deep in it…’
Poor
mePoor
mePour me
anotherI don’t
want to
go home(Originally Posted 10.05.2019)
Life is a struggle
She said
And after that you die
I couldn’t agree more
He said
So let’s get fucking high
‘Stop dreaming of the quiet life
’cause it’s the one we’ll never know…’
‘How many times I’ve saved myself…’
‘Now you’ve got the best of me,
Come on and take the rest of me,
Oh baby…’
‘I know…
You were…
Way too bright for me’
‘But all my trials, Lord
Will soon be over…’
So what is going to happen
When I'm here all alone
Nobody allowed to visit
Me unable to go home
I guess I'll just watch shit TV
And drown myself in beer
Whilst hoping for an early end
To all this fucking cheer
‘We are far too young and clever…’
Come over here
Let’s have a taste
It would be a shame
After all
To let this go to waste
‘What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’
‘Lost it to Bostik, yeah’
‘Have we enough to keep it together?
Or do we just keep on pretending,
And hope our luck is never ending…’
A week
off workWhat’s
the pointDrink
a beerSmoke
a jointThat’s
nothing newI do it
every dayIt’s all
I haveKeeping my
demons at bay
No
matter
what
the
guidelines
say
Or
how
many
braincells
may be
lost
I’ll
slay
my
dragons
my way
thanks
And
live
with
whatever
the
cost
As my
veins
fill
with
chip
fat
And
my
lungs
marinate
in
tar
I
wonder
if
perhaps
this
time
I’ve
taken
things
too
far