Somehow,
Today
I turn older
Than you were
The day you died
But let’s be clear
While I am
Still here
I have long
Been dead inside
Xxx
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Somehow,
Today
I turn older
Than you were
The day you died
But let’s be clear
While I am
Still here
I have long
Been dead inside
Xxx
I spoke
To you
This morning
And I swear
I heard you
Respond
But then
It hit me
There’s no way
It could be
When you’ve
Been gone
So long
Xxx
I don’t talk
Anymore
About who
I have become
Or how that day
Changed my life
And I ended up
So numb
Sometimes I wonder
Was it really true
Did you actually love me
As much as I loved you
Because now,
It seems,
Whenever I think back
I don’t remember the good
And can only see
The cracks
Xxx
Walking home
In the rain
Knowing I’ll never
See you again
My heart hangs heavy
My eyes shut tight
Knowing there’s no way
That I’ll last the night
Just as you
Start to think
You can cope
With anything
It comes along
To prove you wrong
And you’re left,
Reeling
The day
They die
Isn’t the worst
It’s every day
That follows
With nothing left
You exist, bereft
As your heart
Hangs empty
And hollow
The more
I think
About it now
The more
It’s clear
To me
That we were
Always
Meant to meet
But just never
Destined
To be
Xxx
I thought of us
Again today
And, as always,
You made me smile
It was a welcome break
From all the heartache
Even if only
For a while
I don’t think
I’ve missed you
More than I have
Today
There was nothing
I could do
To help push
These feelings away
And even though
It is now
Nearly twenty six years old
I have realised
My love for you
Will simply
Never grow cold
Xxx
Your wandering soul
All alone
With your bones of ash
And heart of stone
If only you could find
Your way back home
I’d hold you tight
And never let you go
Xxx
You have
To ask him
She said
Otherwise,
You’ll never know
But I think
I’d just die
She said
When he says
Inevitably, no
Out of all the trouble
I get myself in to
It’s important you know
That I’ll always choose you
Although
Most days
Are no longer
That hard
Grief still
Finds a way
Of catching me
Off guard
Xxx
With all those years
That we were blessed
If you asked again
I’d still say yes
Xxx
I’ve never felt
More myself
Than when I
Was alone
With you
Xxx
I remember the day
We got the keys
Thinking the rest
Would be a breeze
But now I sit and rot
All alone
In what should have been
Our forever home
It seems
The inevitable
Has happened
And I have finally
Gone mad
As I’m starting
To forget
The good things
Instead
Of just the bad
Looking back
I think
I always knew
We’d never make it
Xxx
Another hour
Another day
Wishing I didn’t
Feel this way
Another second
Another minute
Life sure is shit
Without you in it
Xxx
If I could turn
Back the clock
I’d say yes
To that walk
If only the sands
Of time would stop
I’d stay awhile
And talk
But for a return
Through time and space
There is no point
In wishing
If wherever I’d go
Whatever the place
You will still
Be missing
Xxx
After everything
Was said and done
And all those years
Had passed
I knew
I wasn’t
Your first love
But I was proud
To be your last
Xxx
If
One day
You should
Read this
Just know
Each minute
With you
Was bliss
Xxx
All that
Worry
And constant
Stress
Never made
Me love you
Any less
Xxx
I wanted
Your hands
To feel
Like his
To have one
More night
Of unbridled
Bliss
But as soon
As we touched
Let alone
Kissed
I knew
From now on
It would feel
Like this
I know
That we
Have
Hardly
Spoken
But my
Insides
Are now
Broken
And what
Is left
Merely
A token
Of the
Woman
I used to be
The dead
Of night
Is always
The worst
That’s when
The silence
Really hurts
I’ll never forgive
You for leaving
Not least as I’m
The one left grieving
Xxx
I remember
Driving to see you
In the middle
Of the night
I didn’t want
To talk
I just needed
To feel your might
Because I knew
When you kissed me
You’d wrap your arms
Around me tight
And that you
Would be the one
To make everything
Alright
Xxx
Give me a pen
And I will trace
The exact outline
Of his face
Without
Even
Looking
I clear the table
But leave your plate
Telling myself
You’re just running late
Over
And over again
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