Don’t you dare
Cry for me
I don’t deserve
Your tears
I’d left him behind
In my mind
Way before
He disappeared
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Don’t you dare
Cry for me
I don’t deserve
Your tears
I’d left him behind
In my mind
Way before
He disappeared
Come on over
We’ll watch TV
I don’t expect
You to sleep with me
We’ll have pizza
And a drink or two
Then after that
It’s up to you
If only you knew
You’re heaven sent
How you just listening
Helps me to vent
But you never will
‘Cause I’ll never say
As I wouldn’t risk
You walking away
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
I’m really looking forward
He said
To getting you
Under the covers
Don’t get too excited
She said
As it’s not like
We’ll be lovers
You think yourself
Some fucking big shot
But really,
Is that all you’ve got?
‘Cause if what you’re giving
Is truly your best
Then you’re no bigger
Than all the rest
Be it sweet
Or be it sour
You’d be on your knees
Within the hour
You never
Made me happy
You never
Made me moan
In fact,
Your moves were crappy
So I’d just get there
On my own
What do we have here?
He said
Hand snaking
Towards his crotch
I really can’t be arsed
She said
So I’ll just sit here
And watch
I always knew
He’d break my heart
And in the end
He did
Not because
He’d never wed
But since I’m here
And he is dead
You ain’t
All that
You’re no
High-flier
In fact
You’re a twat
As well
As a liar
It’s ok
If you want
To stay
I will be
The one
To leave
But just
Remember
When they find out
It’s my loss
They will grieve
When those thoughts
Enter your head
Do you cut them off
Stone dead?
Or do you sometimes
Squint through the blur
To see what a cunt
You really were
Don’t you want to get better?
No, she politely replied
I think folks would be happier
If I just quietly died
What is life
He said
Without a little risk?
There’s testing the limit
She said
And then taking the piss
Now that all
Is said
And done
I know
That you
Were never
“The one”
I hope that you
Are happy now
And you go to sleep
With a smile
But for me to hope
That she doesn’t choke
Is going to take
A while
Love’s young dream
This is not
Nor is it
A fairy tale
It’s a bunk up,
Of sorts,
Fuelled by lust,
Of course,
Along with a few yards of ale
They say
You are
No longer here
But I see you
Clear as day
I hear you
Talking
In your sleep
As I while
The hours away
They want me
To think
It can’t be true
That I’m mad
And must take
A pill
But I know you
Will never leave
And I am not
Mentally ill
Sometimes I wonder
If you were asked
What it is
You’d say
About me
Would you describe
All that time
We spent
Together
As happy?
It doesn’t matter
Who was right
Or who
Was fucking wrong
We both did
The worst
And equally
Got hurt
By stringing
Each other along
Never again
Will I give you
The benefit
Of the doubt
Not now your lies
Have been uncovered
And the truth
Is finally out
As I sit here
Nursing a beer
Facing up
To the cold light of day
It is crystal clear
To me now, dear
You never loved me
Anyway
There’s plenty that
I could have said
Even more
I could have done
But you don’t deserve
The satisfaction
Of thinking
That you’ve won
It’s not me you want
It’s her, over there
With the sparkly eyes
And the perfect hair
But I’ll play along
And my feelings, ignore
After all I’ve done it
Plenty times before
I don’t know
If all that’s true
But it’s nice to hear
Your point of view
If only times
Were different
Then our lives
Could truly flourish
But as it is
This life is shit
With love like ours
Not encouraged
If what you say
Proves to be true
Then I will give
Myself to you
But if what you say
Proves to be false
Then I’ll rip you apart
Without remorse
You say
That I intrigue you
As I’m pale
And interesting
Yet what I see
Is the reality
And that ain’t worth
A thing
Trudging on, acceptingly
Wading through life’s shit
I realise, objectively
That I’m worth more than this
It really does
Beggar belief
How much
There is
To learn
About grief
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