I don’t know
If I lost you
Or if
You were never
Really mine
Either way
You’re gone
So I’ll keep
Moving on
And maybe
Figure it out
In time
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t know
If I lost you
Or if
You were never
Really mine
Either way
You’re gone
So I’ll keep
Moving on
And maybe
Figure it out
In time
No one is coming to help you
Yes, I know,
She said
As the only one
Who would’ve come
Is now fucking dead
Whatever
You’re running
Away from
There is no
Salvation
Here
All you will find
Is what you left
Behind
Still comes through
Loud
And clear
What happened to
“I’ll make you happy baby,
Just wait and see”
It’s been more like
“Give me an inch baby,
And I’ll take fucking three”
Searching
For the answers
Trying to make it
All make sense
But there’s no peace
Of mind
When all you
Can find
Is the lack
Of recompense
Don’t fall for it
Smiled The Charmer
It’s always me
I am the drama
“Infamy, infamy, they’ve all got it in for me…”
– Kenneth Williams (as Julius Caesar)
What is the fucking point
She said
Now I’m knee deep in it?
Trying to put
My best foot forward
And wade through this sea of shit
Don’t ask me
He said
I wouldn’t have
Invited you
If I didn’t want
You to come
Plus, I can’t go home
On my own
As my batteries
Are done
If only they
Could see us now
It would really
Boil their piss
The fact we’re friends
Having made amends
Really is
The coldest dish
I wonder will you catch me
He said
If I should stumble and fall
I don’t even think I’d bother
She said
Putting my hand out at all
It was only
When my fingers
Were well
And truly burnt
That I realised
We were good together
Until we really
Fucking weren’t
It was never
Real love
It wasn’t even
Infatuation
You were just a way
To brighten the day
And help offset
My frustration
You weren’t
The first
You won’t be
The last
But you certainly were
My everything
Now that it’s all
Said and done
There’s still
One answer
I lack:
Why the fuck
Did you let me
Love you
If you didn’t want
To love me back?
You are only
Required
For one night
So I can prove
To myself
That I’ll be alright
You’re a gambling man
She said
What odds would you give me?
On you seeing it though
He said
I’d give you 2 to 3
Don’t you dare
Cry for me
I don’t deserve
Your tears
I’d left him behind
In my mind
Way before
He disappeared
Come on over
We’ll watch TV
I don’t expect
You to sleep with me
We’ll have pizza
And a drink or two
Then after that
It’s up to you
If only you knew
You’re heaven sent
How you just listening
Helps me to vent
But you never will
‘Cause I’ll never say
As I wouldn’t risk
You walking away
You claim
You want
To know
The truth
But the truth
Is you couldn’t
Care less
All you want
Is someone
To taunt
And to leave
After making
A mess
I’m really looking forward
He said
To getting you
Under the covers
Don’t get too excited
She said
As it’s not like
We’ll be lovers
You think yourself
Some fucking big shot
But really,
Is that all you’ve got?
‘Cause if what you’re giving
Is truly your best
Then you’re no bigger
Than all the rest
Be it sweet
Or be it sour
You’d be on your knees
Within the hour
You never
Made me happy
You never
Made me moan
In fact,
Your moves were crappy
So I’d just get there
On my own
What do we have here?
He said
Hand snaking
Towards his crotch
I really can’t be arsed
She said
So I’ll just sit here
And watch
I always knew
He’d break my heart
And in the end
He did
Not because
He’d never wed
But since I’m here
And he is dead
You ain’t
All that
You’re no
High-flier
In fact
You’re a twat
As well
As a liar
It’s ok
If you want
To stay
I will be
The one
To leave
But just
Remember
When they find out
It’s my loss
They will grieve
When those thoughts
Enter your head
Do you cut them off
Stone dead?
Or do you sometimes
Squint through the blur
To see what a cunt
You really were
Don’t you want to get better?
No, she politely replied
I think folks would be happier
If I just quietly died
What is life
He said
Without a little risk?
There’s testing the limit
She said
And then taking the piss
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