I’ve noticed
How you’re kind
He said
And always willing
To help
If you can be that way
With others
He said
Why can’t you be so
To yourself?
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I’ve noticed
How you’re kind
He said
And always willing
To help
If you can be that way
With others
He said
Why can’t you be so
To yourself?
Despite
What I said
I never loved you
To be honest
I barely cared
But in that second
My heart felt threatened,
Vulnerable
And scared
Yet to your credit
You took it well
And even managed
A smile
Still I think it best
To put this to rest
And not meet up
For a while
If
I ever
Need anything
You’re the one
I’ll always
Run to
The steadiest
Of ships
In a sea
Full of dicks
I’ll forever
Be grateful
For you
Fuck you
With your
“We didn’t know”
And “if we did we would’ve helped”
Yes,
Yes, you did
You knew
And you watched me struggle
Your hands
Wrapped
Around my neck
As you held me under
Face first
I couldn’t think
Of anything worse
Than having to endure
Yet another verse
Reading yours
Is always a pleasure
Yet writing mine
A painful endeavour
I don’t need to tell
My side of the story
As time, my friend,
Will do that for me
Why can’t it always be like this?
She said
So easy and carefree
Because you’re fucking nuts
He said
That’s clear for all to see
Don’t even bother
She said
Trying to apologise
I’ve heard it before
She said
And it’s all fucking lies
I know
It’s easier
To think
I’m joking
That’s why
I use
That tone
Of voice
But you’ll
Soon see
I just
Wasn’t
Coping
And that
This
Was always
My choice
Isn’t this the part
He said
Where we sing, dance,
And make merry?
I’m not really sure
She said
That fun isn’t just
A red herring
I know
You think
I’m better
She said
That I’ve spent
All these years
Healing
But just because
I don’t
Say his name
She said
Doesn’t mean
I’ve forgotten
A thing
You may say
It’s better
To have loved
And lost
Than never to
Have loved
At all
But if what happened
To me
Happened
To you
You wouldn’t have
The fucking gall
I don’t know
If I lost you
Or if
You were never
Really mine
Either way
You’re gone
So I’ll keep
Moving on
And maybe
Figure it out
In time
No one is coming to help you
Yes, I know,
She said
As the only one
Who would’ve come
Is now fucking dead
Whatever
You’re running
Away from
There is no
Salvation
Here
All you will find
Is what you left
Behind
Still comes through
Loud
And clear
What happened to
“I’ll make you happy baby,
Just wait and see”
It’s been more like
“Give me an inch baby,
And I’ll take fucking three”
Searching
For the answers
Trying to make it
All make sense
But there’s no peace
Of mind
When all you
Can find
Is the lack
Of recompense
Don’t fall for it
Smiled The Charmer
It’s always me
I am the drama
“Infamy, infamy, they’ve all got it in for me…”
– Kenneth Williams (as Julius Caesar)
What is the fucking point
She said
Now I’m knee deep in it?
Trying to put
My best foot forward
And wade through this sea of shit
Don’t ask me
He said
I wouldn’t have
Invited you
If I didn’t want
You to come
Plus, I can’t go home
On my own
As my batteries
Are done
If only they
Could see us now
It would really
Boil their piss
The fact we’re friends
Having made amends
Really is
The coldest dish
I wonder will you catch me
He said
If I should stumble and fall
I don’t even think I’d bother
She said
Putting my hand out at all
It was only
When my fingers
Were well
And truly burnt
That I realised
We were good together
Until we really
Fucking weren’t
It was never
Real love
It wasn’t even
Infatuation
You were just a way
To brighten the day
And help offset
My frustration
You weren’t
The first
You won’t be
The last
But you certainly were
My everything
Now that it’s all
Said and done
There’s still
One answer
I lack:
Why the fuck
Did you let me
Love you
If you didn’t want
To love me back?
You are only
Required
For one night
So I can prove
To myself
That I’ll be alright
You’re a gambling man
She said
What odds would you give me?
On you seeing it though
He said
I’d give you 2 to 3
Don’t you dare
Cry for me
I don’t deserve
Your tears
I’d left him behind
In my mind
Way before
He disappeared
Come on over
We’ll watch TV
I don’t expect
You to sleep with me
We’ll have pizza
And a drink or two
Then after that
It’s up to you
If only you knew
You’re heaven sent
How you just listening
Helps me to vent
But you never will
‘Cause I’ll never say
As I wouldn’t risk
You walking away
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