Waving goodbye
To my childhood dreams
As I now know nothing
Is what it seems
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Waving goodbye
To my childhood dreams
As I now know nothing
Is what it seems
I think we both knew
Deep down
That she would soon
Become another
That you’d be left
A husband bereft
And your kids
Without their mother
Now I know
That she had longer
And to her death
You had all faced up
Still it pains me so much
To see you
In the Under 50’s
Widow’s club
The News Nobody Wants
I hope
it all
goes well
today
I hope
with
all my
heart
For I
couldn’t
bear
for you
To live
as I
now do
And
have
your lives
torn apart
(Originally Posted 28.11.2019)
I woke up alone again today
Going over the words we spoke
Another day without you here
Really is a fucking joke
Xxx
I’m
surprised
you are
coping
so well
Given
all
that
has
happened
I
felt
like my
world had
fallen in
And
that
my life
had been
flattened
I
wish
you were
here with meAll
these
tales we
could shareBut
yet we
find we’re
both aloneSo
into the
depths
we stare
I wish
I could
have made
you better
I wish
I could
have made
it go away
I wish
I could
have taken
the pressure
I wish
I could
have made
you stay