Whenever I think
It might be time
To call
And apologise first
I remember how
You watched me struggle
And decided
To make it worse
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Whenever I think
It might be time
To call
And apologise first
I remember how
You watched me struggle
And decided
To make it worse
You can bleat on
As much as you like
About how I should
Forget and forgive
But you know
As well as I do
That’ll never happen
As long as we both shall live
Words
can
never do
justiceTo the
utter
hatred
I feelFor all
the pain
you’ve
caused meFor these
wounds
that will
not healYou are
just
utterly
contemptibleTruly
bitter
and
twistedTo try to
make amends
now is
lamentableAs from
now on
you never
existed