The older I get
She said
I’ve realised
That the timing
Will never be right
You’ve just got to go for it
She said
And to not
Be so uptight
Every Rose Has It’s Thorns
There is a tendency
When your partner dies
If thinking back
To romanticise
Every little thing
They ever did or said
To remember nothing wrong
In the years you were wed
But as time rolls by you realise
This wasn’t always the case
And putting them on that pedestal
Is just your grief misplaced
It doesn’t mean you didn’t love them
Or that their death isn’t terrible
But to acknowledge their flaws
Is important because
It makes your life slightly
More bearable
Xxx
Wasted Time
If I regret anything now
It’s all the arguments we had
The silent treatment I gave you
The things I did to make you mad
Now you’re no longer here
I can’t put those wrong things right
And I have no choice but to live with that
For the rest of my fucking life
Xxx
(Originally Posted 14.02.2020)
If Only I’d Done It Sooner
If there is anything
I regret at all
It’s that leaving took me so long
I wouldn’t usually struggle
To get out of trouble
Or to right such a fucking wrong
Emancipation
I’m so
happy
I got
out of
there
As my
mind
was
going
fuck
knows
where
At
least
now
a smile
I can
wear
Whilst
I walk
around
without
a care
(Originally Posted 18.03.2020)
Regret (2)
Considering
everything
I’ve given
up
My
life is
finally
on track
It’s just
a shame
I didn’t
know
how
All
of
this
would
work
out
And
left
you
standing
a while
back
Wasted Time
If I regret anything now
It’s the arguments that we had
The silent treatment I gave you for days
The things I did to make you mad
Now you’re no longer here
I can’t put those wrong things right
And I have no choice but to live with that
For the rest of my fucking life
Xxx
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 