As I sit here
All alone
And my tears
Begin to fall
I am reminded
Once again
Chamomile tea
Solves fuck all
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
As I sit here
All alone
And my tears
Begin to fall
I am reminded
Once again
Chamomile tea
Solves fuck all
I should have trusted you
She said
And let you through the wall
I didn’t try hard enough
He said
In fact I didn’t really try at all
If I had the words
I would speak them
But you were lucky
I did not
It will always be
My deepest regret
I never gave
As much as I got
I really am sorry
I cannot take your weight
For my arms are too broken
From carrying my own
Enough
of all
your
shit
alreadyMy
heart is
far too
weak and
thready