"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
At your wedding toast
Yesterday
I did not cry one bit
Even when I glanced
Upon your first dance
I held it in
With an iron like grit
For what I wouldn’t do
Is ever tell you
How seeing you so happy
Did hurt
And that, at times,
If just in my mind
I did wish your happy day cursed
As you stood there,
Smiling,
In your kilt
My stubborn resolve
Began to wilt
And I laughed,
Wholeheartedly
Crying because I was happy
Crying because I was sad
Crying because I had lost
The best friend I’d ever had
Joy and Sadness
Resisting
the urge
to cry
today
is futile.
(Originally Posted 24.05.2019)
I’ve had enough of this
She said
On the inside and the out
Let’s just run away
He said
No more messing about
My
heart
broke
again
today
When
I saw
you
both
up
there
But
I know
to forever
hold my
peace
So
I just
hid
behind
my
hair
I could
put on
a smile
Or put
on a
dress
But why
should I
bother?
Who is
there to
impress?
Off on
my travels
again
Hoping to
find some
peace
Perhaps I’ll
meet someone
new
And this
heartache will
cease
Resisting
the urge
to cry
today
is futile.
Who knows
what will happen
when I get there.
Who knows
what will happen
along the way.
What I do know
is that you
won’t be there.
And my tears
will fall
all day.
Out of everyone, I am happy for both of you the most.
I wish you love, health and happiness for the rest of your years together.
You deserve it.
My dreams have long since faded, but I hope I last long enough to see you make yours a reality.
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 