Now you’ve upped
And left me
Breaking my heart
Again
I wish you nothing
But cruelty,
Emotional torture
And pain
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Now you’ve upped
And left me
Breaking my heart
Again
I wish you nothing
But cruelty,
Emotional torture
And pain
I knew as soon
As we touched
All wasn’t
What it seemed
Yet it still hurt
My heart
When I woke
With a start
To realise
It was a dream
I see you hold her
In your arms
And wonder if she’ll succunb
To your boyish charms
Because if it was me
That you cradled so tight
I’d want to stay there
All day and all night
If only there was a button
That, when pressed, whisked you away
And you found yourself at the beginning
Of a different time and day
Then I would press that button
And I would grab your hand
And let that portal transport us
Both to the promised land
(Inspired by a writing prompt offered by Michael at https://afterwards.blog)
Back then my head
Was in such a mess
I couldn’t even wish myself
A peaceful death
Out With A Bang
What is this
stabbing pain
in my chest?
Why is it
causing me
such unrest?
Fingers
crossed it’s
a heart attack
Then I
can leave
this place
And never
come back
(Originally Posted 23.08.2019)
Every time you send a pic
It breaks another piece of my heart
You’re having fun
And you deserve a ton
But it hurts that we’re so far apart
Listening to these old songs
How I wish I could go back
Maybe I’d make different choices
And life wouldn’t be so black
I wish I could sleep forever
As silly as that seems
For then we’d be together
Happy, in my dreams
When he asked if she was OK, she smiled and nodded her head.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she wished that she was dead.
When he brushed the tears from her eyes, she winced and turned away.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she wished that he could stay.
When he held her for the last time, she knew she would get her wish.
She didn’t have the heart to tell him she’d already planned for this.
(Originally Posted 23.06.2019)
Loving
someone
is
painfulEspecially
when
they
can’t
love
you
backIf
only
there
was a
wayThose
feelings
to
allayWithout
the
need
for
Prozac
It’s
only
now
I dream
of
you
Now
that
you
are
dead
If
only
you
were
still
here
And
not
just
inside
my
head
Xxx
Some
days
I am
acutely
awareThat
you
have
much
more
fun
than
meI
suppose
it’s
not
that
hard
to
believeGiven
my
penchant
for
misery
If
only
I
could
make
you
see
That
it is
you
who
keeps
the
key
Oh
how
much
fun
it
could
be
Finding
ways
to
make
us
both
happy
Every
time
we
say
goodbye
I wish
that
you
would
stay
For
another
piece
of my
soul is
crushed
Every
time
you
walk
away
I wish
it was
different
for you
She
said
And things
didn’t have
to be
this way
Don’t
you
worry
about me
He
said
I’m sure
I’ll live
to fight
another day
Not only
did I
sleep
last nightI
also
dreamt
of youI
woke
up
cryingWith
my
insides
dyingOh why
can’t my
dreams
come true?
I still have it.
Your shirt.
I can feel it.
I can smell it.
I just wish you were still here.
Wearing it.
My head hurts,
Does yours?
My heart cries,
Does yours?
My body aches,
Does yours?
My soul dies,
Does yours?
How can it?
Your head
is as pretty
as a picture.
Your heart
is full
to bursting.
Your body
is as perfect
as a model,
And your soul
is an eagle
soaring high above
the rocky plains.
Lucky you.