I'm not sure what's worse.
Not knowing, or knowing that I could have known
but was too scared to find out.
If only I wasn't so fucking awkward,
I would know now.
I wouldn't feel the way I do,
thinking every day 'what if?'
I'm sure you've moved on,
but I haven't.
I'm sure it meant nothing to you in the first place,
but it did to me.
I'm sure you don't even care anyway,
but I do.
I want to find out.
I want to know.
But I don't know what to do.
Please let me know how.
Now.
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