Indebted

What’s
the
point
in all
of
this?

Of me
putting
up
with
your
bullshit?

Well
I’m
giving up,
I’m
letting
it go

But I’ll
always be
the better
person,
just so
you know

21/10/2019 6

Our House

Nothing in this house
makes sense anymore

Madness lurks
behind every door

Memories of all
the love we swore

Leave my head in a spin
and my heart on the floor

20/10/2019 10

Flowers

You never
once
bought
me flowers

Which used
to make
me mad

Now I don’t
give a fuck
about any
of that stuff

I just
want you
back

20/10/2019 3

Landlocked

If only
we could
just drift
away
to sea

Instead
of being
trapped
here in
misery

19/10/2019 5

Karmic Roulette

Throw down
your cash

Place
your bet

We’ll soon
find out

Who deserves
what they get

19/10/2019 2

Drinking

I fear I’ve
had one too
many a drink
tonight…

Perhaps now
is not the
time my story
to write…

18/10/2019 3

Tug Of War

Please
don’t push
me away,
he said,
I only want
to make sure
you’re okay

Please
just leave
me alone,
she said,
I am much
better left
on my own

18/10/2019 2

Bitter

Tell all
the lies
about me
you like

Spin your
twisted
tales
of spite

But half
truths won’t
make people
like you

And they
certainly
don’t make
you right

18/10/2019 8

A Hopeless Romantic

You’ll
never
be the
one for
me,

So why
can’t I
just
leave
it alone?

Why do
I keep
getting
my hopes
up,

When
you’ve
made your
feelings
known?

18/10/2019 10

Keeping Busy

It’s been
a busy
few days

In
many
ways

But now all
my tasks are
completed

So with
nothing
left to do

I’ll soon
be thinking
of you

And how
I’ve been left
feeling cheated

17/10/2019 10

The Anniversary

It will
soon be
a year,
without
you here,
and I
don’t
know
what
to do.

For I’m
still
nowhere
near,
facing
my fear,
or the
reality
of losing
you.

Xxx

17/10/2019 17

Undeserving

I’ll
never
fall
in love
again

Not
that
I ever
wanted
to be

Love is
for those
with
delicate
souls

And
not
for the
likes
of me

17/10/2019 14

‘Handsome Devil’

There
was
once a
light

That
shone
in my
life

But
now it’s
sadly
gone out

For
I
have
found

Heroes
let
you
down

Of that
there
can be
doubt

16/10/2019 17

Twinkle

You
say
that
look
in my
eye

Sends
shivers
down
your
spine

I hope
one day
when
you
look
at me

That
you’ll
send
shivers
down
mine

16/10/2019 0

Inevitability

I’m
not
sure

I can
give
any
more

I think
I’ll
have
to stop

There
is
nothing
left

Now
I’m
bereft

But to
wait
for the
other
shoe
to drop

16/10/2019 12

The Fall

I am
unsure
how it
happened

And I
certainly
don’t
know why

There’s
nothing left
for me to
do now

But
just sit
around
and cry

15/10/2019 13

Mistake(n)

Just
because
you can

Doesn’t
mean you
should

Just
because
I can

Doesn’t
mean I
would

15/10/2019 6

Tuesdays

Waking up tired,
Heart already in pain

I really can’t be arsed,
with this shit again

15/10/2019 4

Public Displays of Affection

It’s a
jarring
thought

For us
to be
caught

Holding
hands with
each other

I would
be terribly
fraught

To think
of him
distraught

That I was
now in love
with another

15/10/2019 4

From Beyond The Grave

There’s no
such thing
as a sign,
she said

Apart from
when you
need one,
he said

14/10/2019 2

Following The Leader

I would
follow
you all
the way
there and
back

To where
the air
turns blue
and the
sky turns
black

I would
follow you
all the
way there
and back
again

If we
could be
together,
forever,
without all
this pain