I don’t know what I’ll do
She said
When it’s time for you to go
You may never see me again
He said
But when I’m next to you
You’ll know
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I don’t know what I’ll do
She said
When it’s time for you to go
You may never see me again
He said
But when I’m next to you
You’ll know
A second coffin
Was wheeled out
Someone else
Had died
But then I saw
The robins land
So I stood
As my tears dried
How very dare
You go up there
Without taking me
Don’t you care
Can’t you see
That’s where I’m
Supposed to be
Six
feet
underDark
and
gloomyA
small
voice
whispers‘Welcome roomie…’
Staying
up
late
againSitting
here
all
aloneUnable to
shake this
creeping
feelingThat
I really
should
have
known
As
I lie
here
brokenAnd
thinking
of
youI
wish
there
was a
wayTo
hide
from
the
truthBut
I’ll
never
forgetWhat
we
went
throughAll the
blood,
tears
and
sweatWe
lost
in that
room
Surrounded
by death is
particularly
unpleasantEspecially
as not
everyone
makes it
to heaven
I
wish
you
were
here
with
me
But
instead
I’m
all
alone
If
only
you
would
write
a letter
Or
call
me on
the
phone
It
would
be so
wonderful
to facetime
Or
if
you
texted
me
instead
But
I know
you
won’t
do any
of these
You
can’t
Because
you’re
dead
Please
make
sure
you
bury
me
deep
So
I can
finally
get
some
fucking
sleep
As my
veins
fill
with
chip
fat
And
my
lungs
marinate
in
tar
I
wonder
if
perhaps
this
time
I’ve
taken
things
too
far
It’s been so quiet
Since you left
All I hear
Is my own breath
As I lie here alone
And wait for death
The
wait
is
almost
worse
than
the
call
itself
If I
were
to see
you
againI
wouldn’t
know
where
to startSo
perhaps
it’s
bestI lay
here
to
restAnd
nurse
my
broken
heart
It’s
true
that
life
is
shortBut
for
some
it’s
shorter
stillThey
never
even
see
it
comingLet
alone
have
made
a
will
Now
we’ll
never
hold
hands
again
Walk
in the
park
or
kiss in
the rain
That
only
fading
memories
of us
remain
Just
breaks
my heart
and fucks
with my
brain
Sing
to me
some
more
She
said
For
your
voice
I hold
so dear
I’ll
always
sing to
you
He
said
Even
when
I’m no
longer
here
Xxx
Remember
When you said
You’d never leave me
And you lied?
Well,
Fuck you
What
brings
you
here
He
said
What
can
I do
for
you?
I
just
need
a spell
She
said
To
make
it not
be
true
You’ll
never
copeShe
saidWhen
this
happens
to youI
knowHe
saidI’m
dreading
it too
I’ve
no
idea
How
I got
in
But
I know
I can’t
Get
out
There’s
no one
here
To
lend
a hand
Or
act
upon
My
shout
Full
of
holes
As
it
rocks
Against
the
shoals
I think you feel
The way I do
That your heart beats
Like mine does too
That your mind wanders
On the same path as me
That you also dream
Of when you’ll be free
Like
vultures
Eyeing up
the bones
Of those of us
who went before
Now rotting
on the stones
It is
still
fucking
horrific
Even
though
it is
expected
Nothing
ever
prepares
you
For
feeling
that
dejected
So
I
suppose
This
is the
part
Where
you say
goodbye
And
break my
heart
It’s
just
fear
That’s
all
it
is
That
when
push
comes
to
shove
It’ll
all
end
like
this
Is that
it now
She
said
Can we
go back?
As I want
nothing more
But to fade
to black
My
chest
tightens
As my
eyes
swell
At yet
another
day
Burning
in
hell
If time
isn’t on
our side
Then
what the
fuck is?
If it’s
all out
of our
hands
Then
what’s
the point
in this?
So is this it
Do you think
Humankind
On the brink
Of utter demise
Total collapse
Never to see
Another sunrise perhaps
Or will we live on
For another chance
To think and to dream
Whilst our souls advance
So this
is hell
then,
is itWho
knew
it would
look like
this?I
reckon
I’m going
to like
it hereBut
first
I need
a piss
It’s all just so wrong
This shouldn’t be happening to you
Not as it hasn’t been that long
Since it happened to me too
I’m not sure how to act
And I’m not sure what to say
For there’s nothing on earth that can take the pain
Of what is to come away
All
I
do
Is sit
and
wait
My
wretched
mind
Spilling
its
hate
My
decrepit
body
Heaving
its
last
A
bloated
reminder
Of good
times
past
I’m
glad
you’ve
got the
all clear
I
really
am
happy
for you
I just
wish
with
all my
heart
That
he’d got
good
news
too
Mind
racing
Legs
pacing
All in
disbelief
At what
you’re facing
I
wanted
to help
you
He
said
I
really
wanted
to try
Then you
should
have left
me alone
She
said
You
should
have just
let me die
Don’t
say
anything
elseHe
saidPlease
just
hold my
handI’ll
stay for
as long
as I canShe
saidThen we
draw a
line in
the sand
It’s
very
nice of
you to
be kind
But
please
don’t
pay me
any mind
For I
am just
a cause
that’s
lost
As into the
pyre my
heart’s
been
tossed
Just stop
Please rewind
I want to go back
I’ve changed my mind
Time
eventually
takes it toll
On our
bodies and
our minds
Should we
take that
daily stroll
Or just
sit on our
behinds?
What is broken
Cannot be replaced
For our footsteps
Can never be retraced
I
don’t
mind
Leaving
your
bones
behind
But
I’ll
take
away
your
heart
For I
think
you’ll
find
Its
been a
while
since
I’ve
dined
On
meat
so
a la
carte
All those years
I’ll never get back
Not that it matters
Now I’ve faded to black
Come
death
come,
as fast
as you
canAs
frankly
my dear,
I don’t
give
a damn
All this blood
All that gore
I mustn’t spill
Too much more
Death
peers in
through
the gloomAs I
lie here
alone in
this roomUpon
this bed
we once
sharedCrying for
the love
we once
declared
Tell him
this pill is
too bitter
to swallowTell him
we still
have time
to borrowTell him
I’ll never
cope with
the sorrowTell him if
he takes you
to expect
me tomorrow
I
didn’t
think
It
would
be
like
this
Whatever
this
is
I
can’t
be
arsed
What is this
stabbing pain
in my chest?
Why is it
causing me
such unrest?
Fingers
crossed it’s
a heart attack
Then I
can leave
this place
And never
have to
come back
Time will heal
Hearts can mend
Until then accept
This is the end
If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
a fifth can start
to appear.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
realise that
the end is near.If you stare
at the same four walls
for long enough,
your mind can
start to bend.Perhaps it’s then
you’re supposed to
know it’s the
beginning of the end.
Death.
The ultimate break up.
You
willnever
recoverfrom
whatyou’re
yetto
discover.
“Kill me now…I can’t be arsed”
Does it make me crazy,
if I turn and talk to you anyway?Does it make me insane,
if I see you when you’re not there?Does it make me nuts,
if I know you’re always with me?Does it make me mad,
if I still care?
As
sinister
shadows
loom,
I
see
my
tomb.Through
the
gloom,
my
dreams
resume.
If this is all there is,
then who are you
to tell me no?
You have no idea,
how hard this is
so please, just let me go.
In a perfect world,
There is someone for everyone.
You meet each other.
You fall in love.
And you stay together,
Forever.
Ours, however, is a cruel world.
There is someone for everyone,
But you might never meet them.
You might never fall in love.
And you might not stay together,
Forever.
Because they might die,
Before you do.
Then, you’re fucked.
Stop asking me questions…
… When you are in no way prepared for the answers.
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