It's been a month now since I moved in with you
and I have never been happier.
Truly.
I know now I love you.
For all the good and all the bad - I love you.
I love being near you,
being around you,
and just having conversations with you.
I love looking after you,
making sure you are okay,
and that you are safe in your head and in your heart.
That you can face the day with a smile.
That is what you do for me, after all.
Whatever happens from now on,
I know I will always love you.
I will always want to be with you,
bicker with you and watch TV with you,
drink tea with you and sleep next to you.
Just knowing you are there with me is enough.
Just knowing you love me 'a bit' will be enough.
Only I know how much I love you.
I just hope one day you will feel the same.
I hope, with all my heart and soul, that you do already.
I don't think I've cried this month ... at all.
xxx
Loving You…
feels like I've been thrown into the Loch,
the freezing water sucking me down,
with no one on dry land to throw me a lifeline.
Long Distance Train Journeys
They say you don't know what you have got until it's gone.
And what they say is true.
I understand that now.
Now it's over.
Mind, I never really had you in the first place did I?
It was never official.
It was never a proper relationship.
It was just sex.
Mad, passionate, glorious sex.
Maybe it is my fault.
Maybe I don't take life 'seriously enough'.
All I know is that at 4.08pm my train will leave Central Station
and you will be in Cambuslang.
And I'm going to miss these last seven weeks forever.
xxx
You
You make me feel like I could jump from the top of the world…
…and still survive
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 