Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Thunder rolls
Lightning strikes
As grief still cuts me
Like a knife
Xxx
I wish that I had asked you more
I wish I’d kissed you each day
I wish that I had really made sure
I wish I’d begged you to stay
Xxx
This is why
I’m still alive
To be here
In moments like this
When all the pieces
Fit together
For these few seconds of bliss
Xxx
Rest in power
Rest in peace
For at least now
Your pain has ceased
Xxx
I just wish you were still here.
That’s it.
No flowery language.
No poetic licence.
I just wish you hadn’t died.
Simple.
Xxx.
Who am I now?
What should I do?
Why am I still here?
When I could be with you?
Xxx
Your final post
Flashed up today, as a memory
And although just a notification
It meant so much more to me
Xxx
It’s
only
now
I dream
of
you
Now
that
you
are
dead
If
only
you
were
still
here
And
not
just
inside
my
head
Xxx
I really
cannot
wait to
driveAll
along
that
rugged
coastTo
settle
in those
mountainsAnd
mourn
who
I miss
the mostXxx
It
was so
much
betterWhen
you
were
hereHolding
you
closePulling
you
nearNow
all
that
once
wasHas
gone
awayI’m
left
here
aloneAnd
that’s
not
OKXxx
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
I
miss
youWhen
my
feet
are
coldAnd
how
youWould
always
warm
them
soXxx
I’ll
tak a
dramTo
you
and
meAnd
for
him
as wellThat
makes
threeXxx
You
can
try
to
imagine
But
you
can
never
know
How
much
it
tore
me
apart
When
I had
to let
him go
Xxx
It
was
awful
to see
you
waste
awayNeither
of us
knowing
whyNow
my
only
hopeIs
you
are
smoking
dopeAt
that
great
gig in
the
skyXxx
Words
can
not
describe
the
hurtAs my
tears
fall
onto
your
shirtXxx
‘You reached for the secret too soon
You cried for the moon’
Xxx
Learn to fly in your mind
and fly freely for a lifetime
Xxx
I’m still angry
You see
That you died
Before me
It’s just not
The way
It was meant
To be
Xxx
If I
promise
to love
you
moreThan
I ever
did
beforeWould
you
come
back
to me?Xxx
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
Out
of
all
the
thingsI
can
say
or
doWhat
hurts
me
the
mostIs
that
I couldn’t
save
youXxx
What
are
you
doing
hereHe
saidI
told
you
not
to
followI
couldn’t
take
any
moreShe
saidLife
without
you
left
me
hollowXxx
Some
days
it feels
like
foreverOthers
it feels
like a
minuteBut no
matter
how
much
time has
passedLife’s
still
shit
without
you
in itXxx
Too
many
times
I’ve
sat
here
and
cried
Your
slightest
touch
So
cruelly
denied
And
even
though
We
both
tried
I’ve
still
been
left
Feeling
dead
inside
Xxx
How you
used to
make me
laugh
Is
etched
on my
soul
like a
lithograph
That
comes
alive
only
in my
dreams
But
leaves me
falling
apart
at the
seams
Upon
waking
Xxx
You
don’t
have
to be
here
For
me to
know
you
care
You
don’t
have
to be
near
For
me to
know
you’re
there
Xxx
Lying here
Just us two
Isn’t the same
Without you
Xxx
All
those
days we
stayed
in bed
They
rattle
around
inside
my head
Until
the tears
run from
my eyes
As the
love we
shared
slowly
dies
Xxx
She
once
asked
Have
you
got a
light?
Then
she
never
went
home
again
After
that
night
Xxx
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