I know
You’ll never ask again
I know
I missed my time
I know
You no longer feel the same
I know
You’ll never be mine
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I know
You’ll never ask again
I know
I missed my time
I know
You no longer feel the same
I know
You’ll never be mine
You should say no
But you don’t
I ought to go
But I won’t
I’m arrogant and self obsessed
She said
And that will never change
Then I’ll be blessed to see
He said
If you can be re-trained
It was always your choice
To intentionality decieve
Just like it was mine
To pack up and leave
I’m not talking to you anymore
She said
You’re being ridiculously petty
If you’d have listened in the first place
He said
We could have been in bed already
I don’t miss you at all
She said
In fact I never have
Just dispense with all the bullshit
He said
‘Cause it really is a drag
If you no longer love each other
Then what’s the fucking point
Just staying together to destroy each other
Noses permanently out of joint
Why not just call it quits
As it’s clear neither of you tries
That has to be better than being miserable
Until one of the two of you dies
When
I next see her
I’ll be sure
To let her know
How you’re passionate,
Funny and kind
And how it hurts
To let you go
You were responsible
For your actions
Just like I was
For mine
It’s just a shame
You tried shifting the blame
And couldn’t play nicely
At the time
While everyone else enjoys
Their happily ever after
I sit here alone
And wait for mine
Though I’m no longer sure
If my heart is as pure
As it was once
Upon a time
By chance
I met
Your wife today
And she seems
Really nice
If only
She knew
What I do
Her smile
Would turn to ice
I’m really not that keen
She said
On all this wishy washy romance
So if I just say what I mean
He said
You’re telling me there’s a chance?
There’s nothing left to say
She said
Now my future is on track
You once took my breath away
She said
But now I want it back
It’s not
That I didn’t
Consider
Your feelings
I just didn’t
Think about you
At all
I know
That I’m not
Quite ready
Thoughts of him
Still rife
In my head
But if you
Come around
Happy to be
The rebound
Then I won’t kick you
Out of bed
Every time you send a pic
It breaks another piece of my heart
You’re having fun
And you deserve a ton
But it hurts that we’re so far apart
I used to think
You were the one
Now I’m just glad
That you’ve gone
I don’t have to say it
You already know what I mean
Let’s to go to bed
To forget that he’s dead
And everything else in between
Let’s just stop being coy
And jump right into bed
For in there we can both enjoy
A very different game instead
As I watched you
From the window
Hands pressed
Against the glass
My tears fell
As I knew full well
You were never
Coming back
It really isn’t
Your fault
It’s mine
I just repeat
The same old shit
Time after fucking time
You want more
I want less
We can’t end this
Without making a mess
Every time I look
Into your eyes
My love for you
I cannot hide
You’ll never know
How I burst inside
To know we are part
Of the same pride
Why bother to wait
I’m not that fussed
Either way
All I’ll feel is disgust
If it wasn’t you
It would have been someone else
I’m not that fussy
I always knew
That I loved you
But never if
You loved me back
We always knew
This would end one day
That all our feelings
Would fade away
But we didn’t know
How much it would hurt
That we couldn’t see it through
For better or worse
If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn’t have let you stay
I’d have made sure
You saw the worst of me
And done my best
To push you away
We’re going on a journey
She said
So be sure to pack your case
Maybe if we leave now
He said
The past we can erase
In this instance
I don’t want you to love me
I don’t even want to know your name
I just want you to fuck me
Again
And again
And again
With hungry mouths
And a tangle of limbs
We collide together
To unleash our sins
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