I loved you,
When no one else did.
Remember that.
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I loved you,
When no one else did.
Remember that.
It actually
hurts to
listen to youLet alone
look you
in the eyePlease just
leave me
aloneFor I have
bigger fish
to fry
Why do
you get to
be happy
again
When
I don’t?
Why do
you get
to love
again
When
I won’t?
I let
myself
down
today
When I
let you
inside
my head
I wish I
could
just let
you go
And let
myself
enjoy life
instead
Fuck you,
And your pathetic little smile.
Fuck you,
And your poisonous bile.
Fuck you,
And your disingenuous chatter.
Fuck you,
For you no longer matter.
At all,
To me.
If
love is
not what
you say
But
what
you do
instead
Then
you’ve
fucked
up
On
both
counts
mate
So be
careful
where you
tread
You can request
my friendship
all you likeBut it’ll
never be
acceptedYou can send,
send and
send it againBut it’ll
always be
rejected
You
are
such
an
unbelievable
cuntYour
behaviour
has
been
just
vileI
wish
you
nothing
but
unhappinessAnd
a
life
spent
in
exile
It’s
not
that I’ll
never
call
you my
friendIt’s
just
that I’ll
never
call
you
again
Be careful
when you
dismiss meAs
One day
I won’t
come back
Life
has been
so much better
without
your bullshit
in it
Now
I know
for sure
I’ll soon be
removing you
from it
That ring
you gave
me has
slowly
turned
my finger
greenA more
appropriate
metaphor
for our
relationship
I have
never seen
I’ve walked
along
this road
before
Feeling
lonely
and
insecure
At least
this time
I know
for sure
You
cannot
hurt me
anymore
You might
not be
speaking
to me
But I know
you’re
speaking
about me
That
means
I win
So I’m good enough
to speak to today?
Now all your friends
have gone away?
Well I’ll hold my tongue
and try to be nice.
But you’ll find my lenience
will come at a price.
I cannot
believe
after all
this time
I’m still
stuck in
your trap.Quietly
putting up
with your
bullshit and
listening
to all
your crap.If I have
to spend one
more minute
with you
I think
that I’ll
be sick.Never
before
have I
wasted my
time on
such an
arrogant
little prick.
Please,
ignore
me
more and
more
each day.
For you’ll
only
push me
further
away.
Please,
glower
at me
more and
more
each week.
For
I won’t
always turn
the other
cheek.
Please,
isolate me
more and
more
as time
goes on.
For we’ll
see who is
victorious,
when all is
said and done.
It’s a
mistake
to tell
me what
to do.And it’s
a bigger mistake
to think
I’d ever
listen to you.
I do not want your pity.
Your sympathy is of no use.
I care nothing for your tears,
as your grief is just an excuse.
You can
keep your
feigned apology
For your
friendship
now means
nothing to me
I shall
live without
you merrily
Waiting for
the day
everyone
will see
Just how
wicked and
cruel you
can be
Why can’t I trust myself,
like I trusted you?Why can’t I protect myself,
like I protected you?Why can’t I love myself,
like I loved you?Why?
Just smile and nod
Even if what they say
Makes no fucking sense.
It’s better to be polite,
After all,
Than to punch people
In the face.
My head hurts,
Does yours?
My heart cries,
Does yours?
My body aches,
Does yours?
My soul dies,
Does yours?
How can it?
Your head
is as pretty
as a picture.
Your heart
is full
to bursting.
Your body
is as perfect
as a model,
And your soul
is an eagle
soaring high above
the rocky plains.
Lucky you.
I know you are bored,
I know you are curious,
I know you are lonely,
but please,
just fuck off
and leave me alone,
eh?
Paltry, trite sentiment
Faux hurt and pain
Superficial, artificial compassion
Feigned sadness and tears
You've got no fucking idea how this really feels
Grief Vampire
Just piss off back to your crypt
And leave me in peace
You, my dear, are a cunt.
I'll maybe never have the courage to tell you to your face.
But that doesn't make it any less true.
I will never forget what you have done to me.
I will certainly never forgive you.
Your words - like daggers.
Your tears - like acid.
Your heart - like stone.
They mean nothing to me.
You mean nothing to me.
For you, my dear, are a cunt.
Fact.
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you fuck
I don't have the strength to write anymore...
And you think packing me off to India will help?
I don't know why I'm crying anymore...
And you think packing me off to India will help?
You sad, deluded, unfortunates.
Although I miss you day by day,
My hatred for you grows.
I think of you in every way,
But can't convey my woes.
I think of all the things you've done
And anger burns inside.
I think of all the laughs and fun,
From these truths I cannot hide.
You hurt me so much year after year,
But I still went back for more.
Now I shall now longer shed a tear,
You pathetic little whore.
I hope you die a prolonged death,
to punish you for wickedness.
You attempt to tell them, but they won't listen.
You try to explain, but they can't understand.
You try to express yourself, but they dismiss you as mad.
You shout and you scream and you feel like crying,
But still they don't listen.
Every word you say is laughed at or brushed aside.
They can't understand you.
They've never been there.
Sometimes, just sometimes, you throw something at them
with the intent to prod or provoke.
And it does.
But only for a second.
Then they revert back to their normal selves,
and walk away.