I always thought
It would be you
Who’d save me
I never dreamed
It would be you
Who’d break me
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I always thought
It would be you
Who’d save me
I never dreamed
It would be you
Who’d break me
Call yourself a friend
When you left me here alone
When you couldn’t even be bothered
To visit or lift the phone
Call yourself a friend
When you all you did was make me frown
When you were only happy
If you were putting me down
Call yourself a friend
When you never gave me any advice
Well I know what I’d call you
And it isn’t very nice
Soon our saviour will return
To wash my sins away
So until that time
My only crime
Will be to sit around and pray
I really couldn’t give a fuck
If you say it’s yours or not
I will take whatever I want
And leave you here to rot
That was the difference
Between me and you
I was willing to forgive
But you just turned the screw
I considered everyone
While you only cared for yourself
That’s why I’ve got everyone
And you have nothing left
You can bleat on
As much as you like
About how I should
Forget and forgive
But you know
As well as I do
That’ll never happen
As long as we both shall live
I can’t take any more of this
You’re really hurting my head
So please stop talking
And just start walking
Leaving me the fuck alone instead
There it goes
The last glimmer of humanity
Flushed down the bog
Along with my sanity
I’m sorry I didn’t listen
He said
But I thought I knew it all
Now I’ll watch from the sidelines
She said
And cheer on your downfall
I can explain
He said
If you want to hear it
I don’t have time
She said
For anymore bullshit
I love how I live in your head
Rent free
It really makes me smile
To know you’re still being
Eaten alive
By your own bitterness and bile
I’d rather watch them burn
Than see them in your hands
How you even think
You could ever lay claim
I will never understand
Why would you ask me
A question
If you don’t want to hear
What I say
It really is fucking
Annoying
That you feel you can treat me
This way
If you ever need anything
Or you find youself stuck
Remember not to call me
As I don’t give a fuck
Just because
What doesn’t kill me
Apparently
Makes me stronger
Doesn’t give you
An excuse
To hurt me
Any longer
Forgive and forget
That’s what they say
Be the bigger person
Just walk away
Well I must be cut
From a different cloth
For I’ll never tire
Of unleashing my wroth
You can wear
Flowers in your hair
Use your words
So elegantly
But it matters not
I couldn’t care a jot
For you’ll always be ugly
To me
I meant
What I said
When I left
When you tell them
How you met me
Remember to mention
How you forgot me too
You can sit there all you want
My friend
Picking at your thumbs
But you and I know
How this will end
When the day of reckoning comes
You only get one chance with me
And you blew it good and proper
Now it’s not about forgiveness
It’s all about my honour
Down a shot
Smoke a blunt
Either way
You’re still a cunt
I didn’t think
There was anything else
You could do to anger me
But then you go
And confront me with
A fucking awful cup of tea
Even if I had any fucks left
I still wouldn’t give one to you
It’s the little things
That I hate
And the big things too
In fact there isn’t anything
That I actually like about you
There was a naughty boy
And that naughty boy was you
So now you’re a man
Don’t think that you can
All of your bad deeds undo
Call me your sweetheart again
She said
And I’ll punch you in the face
For you never earned that right
She said
In the first fucking place
If I had the words
I would speak them
But you were lucky
I did not
It will always be
My deepest regret
I never gave
As much as I got
You’re like an itch
That even though
I scratch until I bleed
Will not go away
I do not need your cap and gown
For I already have my own crown
Such pomp and circumstance mean nothing to me
So you can fuck your Master of Arts Degree
Drive away
If you dare
Just don’t think
That I’ll care
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