I
know
you just
tolerate me
I can
tell by
the way
you smile
It’s
like you
are just
humouring me
The
way you
would
a child
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
I
know
you just
tolerate me
I can
tell by
the way
you smile
It’s
like you
are just
humouring me
The
way you
would
a child
“If you haven’t got anything nice
to say,
don’t say anything at all.”
Silence.
I’m
glad
you’ve
got the
all clear
I
really
am
happy
for you
I just
wish
with
all my
heart
That
he’d got
good
news
too
I
remember
what you
would say
To
hurt
and to
annoy
But I
always
forgave
you
In
the
end
For you
were just
a little
boy
If I regret anything now
It’s the arguments that we had
The silent treatment I gave you for days
The things I did to make you mad
Now you’re no longer here
I can’t put those wrong things right
And I have no choice but to live with that
For the rest of my fucking life
Xxx
I
don’t
want
just
anyone
Only
your
arms
will
do
Xxx
I
see
you
there
happily
together
Holding
hands
tightly
whatever
the
weather
And my
heart
cannot
help
but
cry
For a
life
that
has now
passed
me by
Xxx
Forever
destined
to be
cold
and
lonelyFor I
have
lost
my
one
and
onlyXxx
Being
in love
with you
Sometimes
Was a
thankless
task
But I’d
do it
all again
You know
Without
having to
be asked
Xxx
How
can
you
be so
funny
He
said
And
at the
same
time be
so sad?
Well
you
would
be
too
She
said
If you
had
the
childhood
I had
When
I look
deep
into
your
eyes
I
can’t
help
but be
pleasantly
surprised
For
I actually
feel
something
down
below
And I
thought
I’d lost
that
years
ago
We
can’t
let
each
other
goWe
are
all
we’ve
got
left
Am I over
tired
Or am I just
plain sad
Am I far
too wired
Or simply
going mad
Does it
really matter
For I think
we can deduct
That as I can’t
stop this chatter
Either way
I’m fucked
I’ve got
nothing
more to
say to you
So please
just
leave me
alone
You don’t
deserve
anything
from me
For every
chance
you have
blown
I mean, I don’t understand either.
It’s a pity. A real shame.
Shame? It’s fucking awful…
I
look
at
those
photos
of you
And
your
eyes
bore
into
mine
I
remember
why I
fell
for
you
And
I wish
we
could
go back
in time
Xxx
Don’t
expect
me to
feel
sorry
for you
Now
that
you’re
on
your
own
You’ve
bought
this
misery
upon
yourself
These
these
seeds
you
yourself
have
sown
Mind
racing
Legs
pacing
All in
disbelief
At what
you’re facing
It’s
not
that
I’ve
started
to talkIt’s
more
that
you’ve
never
listened
You
ethereal
soulsLeave
nothing
but holesIn the
hearts of
heathensLike
me
I’ve been
getting old
for a
while now
Physically
everything
hurts
And having
to deal
with your
bullshit
Was just
making
it worse
So it’s
goodbye
to all
of you
And your
passive
aggressive
nonsense
I’ll now
live out
the rest
of my life
Emancipated
and content
I’m
leaving
first
thing
in the
morning
And I’m
unsure
if I’ll
return
For I
have
so
many
scores
to settle
And a
shitload
of bridges
to burn
It’s
not
self harming
It’s
self
soothing
I
wanted
to help
you
He
said
I
really
wanted
to try
Then you
should
have left
me alone
She
said
You
should
have just
let me die
Please don’t pity me,
As I’m ok by myself.
I’ve got a set of ladders to reach,
A saucepan from the shelf.
I don’t need anyone to catch a spider,
I can open my own jars.
I can brew my own keg of cider,
I can order my own food in bars.
So please don’t pity me,
As I’m ok by myself.
In fact I choose to be single now,
For the goodness of my health.
Another
dayAnother
dollarFuck
knows whyWe even
bother
Outside
the
storm
ragesWith
all of its
power
and mightI’m so
glad I
don’t have
to walkHome
alone
again
tonight
I
don’t
mind
being
asleep
It’s the
waking
up I
don’t
care
for
You
don’t
half
speak
shite
He
said
Your
patter
couldn’t
be any
wetter
Well
why
don’t
you take
the mic
She
said
And
we’ll
see if
you can
do better
You did
it on
purpose,
didn’t
you?
Don’t
worry,
it
didn’t
show.
But I
knew
you
had
decided,
That
it was
time
for you
to go.
Xxx
I’m
too
scared
to go
out
today
For
the
dark
thoughts
haven’t
gone away
I’m
worried
I’m so
far into
this
slump
That I’ll
be left
with no
choice
but to
jump
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