Was
I always
wrong
Or was
I sometimes
right
Not that
it matters
anyway
Now I’m
alone at
night
Let Me Go
Please
just
walk
away
And
take
yourself
off home
I
don’t
want to
talk
I
want
to be
alone
Entering My Fifth Decade
So I
turned
forty
today
And
what
exactly
did
I do?
Nothing
But
drink,
smoke
and cry
too much
Like
every
other
day
Without
you
Xxx
O Unhappy Day
I never
thought
you
wouldn’t
be here
today
It’s
still
hard to
accept
that you
went away
Perhaps
you’re
still
with me
here in
spirit
I just
wish
your
presence
was more
explicit
Xxx
The Surprise Party
Sorry
I’m
not
jumping
with
delightBut
I’d
prefer
to be
alone
tonight
Please Don’t Go
If
I can’t
speak
to you
anymore
Then
who
else is
going to
listen?
There’s
not
many
that
can
tolerate
My
incessant
whining
and
bitching
Detached
It
matters
not
If
I go
out
Or if
I stay
at home
As
either
way
It’s
clear
to me
I’ll
always
be alone
‘Silence Like A Cancer Grows…’
Back here alone
In this room again
With the darkness
My old friend
Praying for someone
My wounds to tend
Ever hopeful
This pain will end
Quicksand
I’ve
no
idea
How
I got
in
But
I know
I can’t
Get
out
There’s
no one
here
To
lend
a hand
Or
act
upon
My
shout
The Far Side
You
don’t
have
to be
here
For
me to
know
you
care
You
don’t
have
to be
near
For
me to
know
you’re
there
Xxx
More Or Less
I
guess
I’m
happy
More
or
less
Even
though
I’m
left
To
clean
up the
mess
Granite
I wish
you were
with me
Gently
squeezing
my hand
Providing
me with
comfort
Helping me
understand
‘I’ll Be There…’
They
say
you’re
not on
your
own
But
it
certainly
feels
like
it
Over
time
they
all
fade
away
While
you’re
still
wading
through
shit
It’s The Small Things That Hurt The Most
How long does it take
To only reach for one mug
To only set out one plate
To programme the heating to come on at seven
Instead of leaving it too late
To only buy one pint of milk
To only get one lottery ticket
To stop saying hello as you walk in the house
Because there’s none else in it
In Sickness And In Health
How
the
fuck
can
it be
right
That
I have
to sleep
alone
tonight
I never
thought
that I
would be
On my
own at
thirty
three
Alone
It’s
just
fear
That’s
all
it
is
That
when
push
comes
to
shove
It’ll
all
end
like
this
‘Interlude’
Time has dragged on today
Even more than most
It started off quite well too
Sitting down with tea and toast
But then the clock seemed to stop
At some point this afternoon
When opening up my laptop
Did nothing to lift the gloom
And as the evening drew itself in
I’ve sat here all alone
Thouroughly bored in my own skin
Barely stifling a groan
So now I guess I’ll go to bed
And lie there on my own
Until the clock stops in my head
And I dream in monochrome
Wistful Wednesdays
Another summer
Without my lover
For he was taken away
Another summer
Without my lover
For he wasn’t allowed to stay
Who Gives A Fuck? (Not Me)
What do I do
Now all hope is gone
And I am left here
On my own
Somehow still alive
But gasping for air
Unable to thrive
Yet unwilling to care
Drunk, Down and Potentially Out
Yet another day with the urge to quit
How the fuck do I deal with it
Without you by my side
With all your love and kindness to me me denied
Perhaps I should just put it all to an end
Rather than continue going around the bend
As hanging on has never been worth it
Not when I face this tsunami of bullshit
Air Quality
Time
drags
on
With
impending
doom
As I
search for
a way
Out
of the
gloom
(Not The) Account Holder
Listening
to the
dripping
tap
Knowing
the pipes
are full
of crap
But not
able to
do a thing
about it
As you’re
no longer
here to
sort it
The Minx
If you
don’t
want
to be
with
me
Then
don’t
feel
you
have
to stay
I
am
quite
happy
by
myself
Or
finding
someone
else to
lead
astray
‘Can’t Stand (By) Me Now’
You say
that
you’ve
had
enough
Well I
ask you –
what
about
me?
Surely
you
won’t
leave me
to drown
In
this
sea
of
hypocrisy?
(A) Void
I
would
smash
that
glass
And
reach
for
your
hand
If
only
I was
allowed
Yet
we
have
no
choice
But
to
press
against
it
Hearts
broken
and
heads
bowed
State Of Mind
I’ll
never
leave
the
house
again
If
that
is
what
you
want
There’s
nothing
out
there
for
me
anyway
Of
that
I’m
confident
Ungrateful Bastards
You
have
no idea
How it
pisses
me off
To
hear you
bemoan
What
you’ve
got
When
there’s
some of us
With
no-one
to hold
With
nothing
to help
Keep
out the
cold
No Vacancies
I don’t
want you
to visit
When all
you bring
is pain
I’d rather
stay home
alone
And break
this toxic
chain
Another Beer?
We sit
here
togetherYet we
are both
aloneNeither
of us
wantingTo get
up and
go home
Separated
I
wish
you were
here with meAll
these
tales we
could shareBut
yet we
find we’re
both aloneSo
into the
depths
we stare
