Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
It can
be a
hard
lesson
to learnWhen
you’re
at the
point of
no returnThat
nobody
actually
gives
a shitWhether
you decide
to stay
or to
end it
Go on,
Keep crying.
It changes nothing.
It wasn’t
just the
end of us
It was
the end of
everything
Xxx
I got lost on my
eighth birthday.
Sometimes
I wonder
what would’ve
happened,
if I’d never
been found.
To carry
on living
is proving
too hardWith my mind
and my body
so irrevocably
scarred
Another grey sky.
Another bleak landscape.
Another version of me.
Looking out,
Looking in.