The idea really
Was never
For you to just come
And go
It was more to ensure
You could open the door
To remove my head
From inside the stove
Abandoned
As I sit here alone
And my tears glisten
I just wish I knew
Someone who’d listen
Out Of My Hands
There wouldn’t be any problem
If I didn’t wake up tomorrow
At least I wouldn’t be in pain
Or suffocating in this sorrow
From Birth
Why is everything so fucking bleak with you
He said
Why can’t you just stop moping around
For my melancholy is lifelong
She said
And no cure can be found
‘Farewell Cheerless Marshes…’
I’m not sure anyone cares
Let alone if anyone reads
Surely there’s better things to do
Than to wade between my weeds
A Gradual Process
With my self care
On the floor
The noose tightens
That little bit more
Beinn Eighe
My heart
belongs
to the
Highlands
Of
that
there
is no
doubt
I
pray
for
the
day
I
drive
all
that
way
And my
heart
just
gives
out
Hanging Around
I know it’s there
In the shed
Waiting for when
I choose death instead
Into The Wind
As my life passes me by
I lose the will to even try
So I raise my hands to the sky
And scream why me, you arsehole, why?
The Ends Of The Earth
I really
cannot
wait to
driveAll
along
that
rugged
coastTo
settle
in those
mountainsAnd
mourn
who
I miss
the mostXxx
Fade To Black
Pull down the stars
Put out the sun
I’ve had enough
You have won
‘So Long, And Thanks For All The Fish’
Is
that
all
there
isFeeling
like
this
forever?Then
I’ll
just
bow
out
nowAnd
live
without
the
pressure
The Railway Line
I
shouldn’t
need to
tell you
againYou
must
already
knowI
don’t
want to
be here
anymorePlease
just
let me
go
The Life Raft
Full
of
holes
As
it
rocks
Against
the
shoals
Who Gives A Fuck? (Not Me)
What do I do
Now all hope is gone
And I am left here
On my own
Somehow still alive
But gasping for air
Unable to thrive
Yet unwilling to care
Fear
I’m
going
back
to bed
It’s
not
worth
staying
awake
From
these
thoughts
in my
head
I need a
fucking
break
Air Quality
Time
drags
on
With
impending
doom
As I
search for
a way
Out
of the
gloom
As Yet Undecided
Still
here
tryingYet
always
cryingMind
constantly
vyingBetween
living
and dying
Let Down
Hope.
The
ultimate
disappointment.
Harsh Truth
It can
be a
hard
lesson
to learnWhen
you’re
at the
point of
no returnThat
nobody
actually
gives
a shitWhether
you decide
to stay
or to
end it
Waterfalls
Go on,
Keep crying.
It changes nothing.
Last Year
It wasn’t
just the
end of us
It was
the end of
everything
Xxx
Childhood Memories
I got lost on my
eighth birthday.
Sometimes
I wonder
what would’ve
happened,
if I’d never
been found.
No Way Back
To carry
on living
is proving
too hardWith my mind
and my body
so irrevocably
scarred
Insides
Another grey sky.
Another bleak landscape.
Another version of me.
Looking out,
Looking in.
Ramblings Of A Fragile Mind 