Words spill
Onto the page
Just like the blood
From my veins
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Words spill
Onto the page
Just like the blood
From my veins
Picking at these circles
All itchy, bloody and raw
Wondering why
The fuck am I
Doing this shit again for
As
I lie
here
brokenAnd
thinking
of
youI
wish
there
was a
wayTo
hide
from
the
truthBut
I’ll
never
forgetWhat
we
went
throughAll the
blood,
tears
and
sweatWe
lost
in that
room
At
least
I don’t
feel pain
anymore
As my
insides
spill
to the
floor
If
I had
never
gone
down
this
pathIt
wouldn’t
hurt
so
much
in the
bath
The
cut
on
my
wrist
Has
now
healed
As
I was
told
not
to
pick
it
The
delicate
skin
Is
now
sealed
So
I’ll
try
not
to
nick
it
Again
Just be
careful
not to
slip
Not one
ounce of
blood to
drip
For you
don’t want
them to
see
Just how
messed
up you
can be
As I
open
up my
scars
The
blood
flows
once
more
As I
begin
to see
stars
I fall,
sated,
to the
floor
No amount
of blood,
sweat and
tearsWill ever
be enough
to assuage
these fearsBelieve
meI’ve
tried
Take
away
my
knives
Put
those
razors in
the bin
For the
urge to
cut is
rising
To bleed
out the
pain
within
It feels
like I’ve
been robbedOf the
only love
in my lifeThis pain
runs deep,
she sobbed,As it cuts
through me
like a knife
All this blood
All that gore
I mustn’t spill
Too much more
Wide
awake
night
after
night
screaming
at the
ghostly
twilight
trying
with all
of my
might
to summon
the courage
to continue
the fight