You could try
A little harder
He said
And not be afraid
To commit
Why would I
Even bother
She said
When your heart’s
Not even in it
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
You could try
A little harder
He said
And not be afraid
To commit
Why would I
Even bother
She said
When your heart’s
Not even in it
Where is your commitment
He said
Your passion and desire?
It all left when he did
She said
Now there’s nothing
That stokes the fire
All those years
Spent with you
Silently
Being driven mad
But there’s no denying
(So it’s pointless trying)
That they were the best
I’ve ever had
Taking Things For Granted
I always
thought
being
with you
was hell
Seems
the boredom
of being
without you
is worse
Xxx
(Originally Posted 03.01.2022)
He never did
Text me back
No Facebook, Insta,
Or Whatsapp
Not that I really
Gave a shit
As it proved that he
Could never commit
The Final Fling
I hope
I’ve done
the right
thing
For as
yet, you
haven’t
replied
Perhaps
this is
finally
the end
I guess
I’ll wait
for you
to decide
(Originally Posted 18.12.2019)
After all those years
Of loving you
And trying my best
To understand
If only I knew
It would be you
Who’d be the one
To drop my hand
Me & You
Watch
me
and
you’ll
sense
it
Touch
me
and
you’ll
know
Tell
me
and
you’ll
feel
it
Hold
me
and
don’t
let go
(Originally Posted 07.11.2019)
I will quite happily sit here
Enjoying all this food and wine
But you should remember
That come next November
The last laugh will be mine
A Waste Of Money
Dearly
beloved
We
are
gathered
here
today
To
witness
this
couple’s
happiness
We
must
remember,
of course,
That
in a
year
they’ll
divorce
And
we’ll
have
forgotten
all of this
sappiness
(Originally Posted 16.10.2020)
I’m not sure if this notion
Of there only ever being one person
For us to love is true
But what I can say for sure
Is even if there were a hundred more
I would only ever want you
Galaxies
If
I was
to
decide
To
leave
this
place
I’d
still
find
you
again
In
any
time or
space
(Originally Posted 10.11.2020)
The first time
It was fine
As I was young and naive
I didn’t know
Where it would go
So it was easy to just believe
But now I’m older
And my heart colder
I need to be assured
That you intend
To keep up your end
Before my commitment is secured
Going Down The Rabbit Hole
If you don’t mean what you say,
Perhaps we should both just walk away.
Now.
(Originally Posted 02.10.2020)
Nineteen years of ups and downs
Of keeping the wolves at bay
But looking back now
We always got through, somehow
Doing things our own way
A Living Hell
Damned am I
who has been
torn in two
Damned am I
who fell in
love with you
(Originally Posted 06.09.2019)
He may well
Have been a chancer
But he was also
A fine romancer
Otherwise I’d have left him
Years ago
‘… A Midnight Toker’
What
do I
have
to
show
for my
life
Fuck
all
is
the
answer
I
suppose
that’s
what
you
should
expect
When
you
risk
it all
on a
chancer
(Originally Posted 03.07.2020)
To paint us as happy
For near nineteen years
Would be way too simplistic
To say there were times
When we were far from fine
Would be much more realistic
Xxx
Sleeping On The Sofa
Too
many
times
I’ve
sat
here
and
cried
Your
slightest
touch
So
cruelly
denied
And
even
though
We
both
tried
I’ve
still
been
left
Feeling
dead
inside
Xxx
(Originally Posted 15.06.2020)
No one talks about you
Anymore
It’s like you were never here
And for that
I’ll never forgive them
On all that I hold dear
Commitment
You were
always so
terrified
that I
would leave.
When,
after all
was said
and done,
I was the
only one
who stayed.
(Originally Posted 05.06.2019)
I know you don’t
Want to live with me
But I hope one day
You can forgive me
For all that I
Have done and said
Since the day we met
And after we wed
Love Or Hate
It’s
hard
to
know
which
is
which
When
you
can
be
such
a
bitch
(Originally Posted 23.04.2020)
Love me
Or leave me
I really couldn’t care
For either way
I’ll just decay
In misery and despair
We always knew
This would end one day
That all our feelings
Would fade away
But we didn’t know
How much it would hurt
That we couldn’t see it through
For better or worse
I’ll love you forever and ever
Until we’re both cold and blue
Just don’t worry
Your pretty little head
With who else I’ve said this to
I’m not sure anyone cares
Let alone if anyone reads
Surely there’s better things to do
Than to wade between my weeds
Real love isn’t all poetry
With hearts and fancy flowers
Sometimes it’s just about making do
And putting in the hours
You can tell me you don’t think she’s pretty
And that there’s nothing more to say
But I’ve been here before
And can spot a whore
From a thousand miles away
At some point you have to see
He said
It was you who wouldn’t commit
I wasn’t the one who gave up
She said
I just ended it
I'm
glad
I spoke
to you
today
Even
though
it was
only
the
wind
That
could
reply
Xxx
As the hurt starts to subside
And the pain begins to fade
I’m never too far
From the reminder
Grief is still the sharpest blade
I wish that I had asked you more
I wish I’d kissed you each day
I wish that I had really made sure
I wish I’d begged you to stay
Xxx
How
long
will
you
Be
here
for
me
When
your
own
tradegy
strikes
What
will
happen
To
our
love
When
your
reality
bites?
If I
could
take usInto
extra
timeDo
you
thinkYou
could
be mineOr
would
we needTo go
to penalties?
If you don’t mean what you say,
Perhaps we should just walk away.
Now.
It
was
clear
to meThe
moment
we metThat
you’d
be the
oneI’d
least
regretXxx
What
holds us
togetherIs a
deep
connectionThat
need
neverBe
in
questionBut
whether
or notIt’s
love
or hateIs very
much
stillUp
for
debate
Enjoy this night
Wherever you are
You deserve it
Even from afar
JFT97
He
reaches
over for
my hand
Thinking
that
I’ll
understand
But
I don’t
He’s
hoping
that
I will
be grand
Living
in this
no man’s
land
But
I won’t
Is
that
it
now
Are
we
finally
done?
As I
would
like
to go
out
now
And
have
a bit
of
fun
Are
we
here
now
She
said
Away
from
all
that
shit?
I’m
not
sure
He
said
Let’s
make
a run
for it
A kind man once said to me
You can be anything you want to be
But it’s hard to believe that you could matter
In amongst all this chatter
A kind man once said to me
You can do anything you want to do
But it’s hard to believe that could be true
When you live your life as I do
A kind man once said to me
You can say whatever you want
But it’s hard to believe you could speak that way
When you’ve never felt that it’s okay
A kind man once said to me
You are capable of more than you think
But it’s hard to believe you could make that link
As your heart, once more, begins to sink
I’ll
always
stay true
to youXxx
Did you always love him?
Yes
Did he always love you?
No
Did that change anything?
Never
Life was
cruel to him
And people
were cruel too
It was only me
who was kind
Me who stuck by
him like glue
Thank
you so
much
for
being
you
Otherwise
I’d still
be wandering
around
without
a clue
Waiting
for
the days
not to
feel
so blue
And
hoping
to find
a love
that’s
true
I would
follow
you all
the way
there and
backTo where
the air
turns blue
and the
sky turns
blackI would
follow you
all the
way there
and back
againIf we
could be
together,
forever,
without all
this pain
I still
love you,
he said,
underneath
it allBut it’s
just not
enough,
she said,
I want more
I wish you
could see
yourself with a
different view
And know
there are so
many things to
love about you
My only hope
is that she
will see it
again soon too
Then perhaps
you could both
just stop
making do
You were
always so
terrified
that I
would leave.When,
after all
was said
and done,
I was the
only one
who stayed.