There's no need
For you
To feel bad
To worry,
Or to fret
It's not like
You're "reminding me"
Because I
Could never forget
Vultures
As life
Moves on
And time
Goes by
It gnaws
At my soul
Whilst bleeding
Me dry
Putting In The Hours
It really does
Beggar belief
How much
There is
To learn
About grief
Knowing My Luck
You need to try
He said
And find
Some peace
I’ll only get that
She said
When I am
Deceased
Caught Sleeping
I knew as soon
As we touched
All wasn’t
What it seemed
Yet it still hurt
My heart
When I woke
With a start
To realise
It was a dream
For Clarity
I know
That we
Have
Hardly
Spoken
But my
Insides
Are now
Broken
And what
Is left
Merely
A token
Of the
Woman
I used to be
A King Sized Trauma
The dead
Of night
Is always
The worst
That’s when
The silence
Really hurts
Scot-Free
I’ll never forgive
You for leaving
Not least as I’m
The one left grieving
Xxx
I Miss That More Than Anything
I remember
Driving to see you
In the middle
Of the night
I didn’t want
To talk
I just needed
To feel your might
Because I knew
When you kissed me
You’d wrap your arms
Around me tight
And that you
Would be the one
To make everything
Alright
Xxx
Aviemore
As we have found
Where your body has lain
We hope it heals
Your family’s pain
And though they’ll struggle
To see past the rain
Now you can be
Together again
Living With Ghosts
I clear the table
But leave your plate
Telling myself
You’re just running late
Over
And over again
The Funeral Pyre
Nothing
Of what
We had
Remains
As our
Memories
Dance
Between
The flames
Is It Really The Kindest Thing?
The worst is when
All hope is gone
And you know that they
Can’t carry on
When the end is coming
At them hard
And all that’s left
Is wounds and scars
That’s when you wish
They could call it a day
Instead of just watching
Them waste away
Family Ties
It's like now
He's gone
We're missing
The glue
And the bond
Is broken
Between me
And you
“Left Alone With Just A Memory…”
The longer I live
With a broken heart
The more I think dying
Was the easier part
“All Else Perishes, Yet He Remains”
From over the hills
And far away
Your spirit calls me
Every day
On A Loop
It doesn’t matter
What you do
Or how many fantasies
You suggest
As nothing can beat
The reality
That plays
Inside my head
By A Country Mile
I know
What they say
But it’s simply
Not true
Because at the end
Of the day
There’s no one
Like you
Game Over
It’s not
Just what
It took
From you
But it’s what
Was robbed
From me too
Fuzzy With Time
Imprint those times
On your mind
As it won’t be long
Before you find
What you remember
When they’re dead
Is the all pointless
Shit instead
The Brave Front
After all
Is said and done
I’m still devastated
That you’re gone
Xxx
Wounds Of A Different Kind
Time may heal
But it kills too
I know that now,
Without you
It’s Not Like Misplacing A Bank Card
Dealing with loss is hard
He said
Thinking that he’d really tried
It’s not like I lost him
She said
He actually fucking died
Rewired
I used to be nice
I used to be kind
Then something happened
That changed my mind
Now I’m angry
Now I’m mean
With very little left
In-between
Overcome
Most of the time
I do quite wells
Smile on my face
Everything swell
But when those tears
Decide to fall
The reality is
There’s fuck all
I can do
To save myself
From drowning
An Audience Of One
I write a bit
Now you know
Nothing special
Or much to show
But just enough
To get me though
And show how much
I still miss you
Our Spot
You took my hand
As we crossed the sand
And I knew then
What I still know now
That’s why I come back here
Every year
To talk to you again
Out loud
Getting On With The Job
Why should they rememeber
He said
Every year
When you never even talk
About him here
Well, it’s not like they cared
She said
In the first fucking place
Back when the pain was still written
All over my face
Gone
Love him while
You still can
As the hands of death
Wait for no man
Recognition
I saw it in
Your eyes that day
I heard it
In your voice
You, like me,
No longer see
Living
As a choice
So Lonely
I don’t know if I
Can see this through
As it’s all so empty
Without you
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