It’s Getting Boring Now

Jesus.

I even depress myself sometimes,

So fuck knows how you feel.

Wallowing

I
could
lie
here
and
fade
away

I’m
neither
here
nor
there

Not
that
I expect
you
would
notice

Or
even
that
you’d
care

(Originally Posted 06.08.2020)

All That Matters

Not much of this is pretty

Very little here is smart

Quite often it is shitty

But it’s always from the heart

Sometimes
I depress
myself

As these
thoughts
fill the
page

Why
am I
here

Wasting
everyone’s
time

Hoping
someone
will
engage

Even
though
I find
your
writing
talent
genuinely
quite
considerable

Reading
your
words
over and
over again
really
does just
make me
miserable