Now you’ve given your heart
He said
It’s time to write that book
I just don’t know where to start
She said
As it hurts so much to look
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Now you’ve given your heart
He said
It’s time to write that book
I just don’t know where to start
She said
As it hurts so much to look
I’m going to have to leave
He said
But please know I tried my best
It’s no problem to me at all
She said
As you’d already failed the test
High Maintenance
I’m not looking for just anyone
For not just anyone will do
It’ll take someone superhuman
To survive what I’ll put them through
(Originally Posted 17.11.2020)
I’ve never been easy company
People like me rarely are
But well done for persevering
For that you are a star
Misled
You say
it’s not me,
it’s you.
But
you’re
a liar,
And we
both know
that’s true.
(Originally Posted 28.09.2019)
I haven’t slept
On that side
Even after
All this time
It will forever
Lie empty
As it’s yours
Not mine
Xxx
If only I could tell you
But you wouldn’t understand
I don’t know how to open up
Or even if I can
Sharing how I feel with you
Would be difficult at best
So I will just keep trudging on
With my cards close to my chest
Throwing up the contents
Of yet another hateful day
Wondering why I ever made
This ridiculous choice to stay
One down,
A thousand to go.
This shit is harder
Than it looks,
You know.