Dinner For One

So what is going to happen

When I'm here all alone 

Nobody allowed to visit

Me unable to go home

I guess I'll just watch shit TV

And drown myself in beer

Whilst hoping for an early end

To all this fucking cheer

24/12/2020 15

Random #42

‘We are far too young and clever…’

18/12/2020 8

Cocktails At Dawn

Come over here

Let’s have a taste

It would be a shame

After all

To let this go to waste

16/12/2020 4

Random #40

‘What am I now?

What am I now?

What if I’m someone I don’t want around..?’

27/11/2020 5

Random #39

‘Lost it to Bostik, yeah’

20/11/2020 3

Random #38

‘Have we enough to keep it together?

Or do we just keep on pretending,

And hope our luck is never ending…’

13/11/2020 4

Random #37

‘So drink, drink, drink and be ill tonight

From the one one you left behind…’

06/11/2020 2

Closing Time

If a
nod

Is as
good

As a
wink

Then
we
should
get

Another
drink

And
finally
put

This
flirtatious
thing

Between
us
both

To
bed

04/11/2020 6

Random #34

‘When you say it’s gonna happen now

Well when exactly do you mean?

See I’ve already waited too long

And all my hope is gone…’

23/10/2020 3

Random #33

‘It’s a miracle I even made it this far…’

23/10/2020 9

Annual Leave

A week
off work

What’s
the point

Drink
a beer

Smoke
a joint

That’s
nothing new

I do it
every day

It’s all
I have

Keeping my
demons at bay

19/10/2020 10

Therapy?

No
matter
what
the
guidelines
say

Or
how
many
braincells
may be
lost

I’ll
slay
my
dragons
my way
thanks

And
live
with
whatever
the
cost

05/10/2020 14

Random #32

‘Hold Me Like This For A Hundred Thousand Million Days…’

02/10/2020 18

Old Habits

As my
veins
fill
with
chip
fat

And
my
lungs
marinate
in
tar

I
wonder
if
perhaps
this
time

I’ve
taken
things
too
far

28/09/2020 10

Random #31

‘I’ll move to Paris

Shoot some heroin

And fuck with the stars….’

18/09/2020 15

Auberge de Lanouaille

You
should
use
this
time
to
think

He
said

About
what
it is
you
want

Only
if you
bring
me
coffee

She
said

And
a hot
buttered
croissant

05/09/2020 13

Booze Blues

I
know
the
time is
coming

Although
I’m not
quite
there
yet

When
all
I’ll
feel is
hungover

And
full
of
fucking
regret

28/08/2020 6

Middle-Aged Spread

Perhaps
I’ve
just
run out
of luck

Or
maybe
I don’t
give a
fuck

Either
way
it
doesn’t
matter

I must
accept
I’m
getting
fatter

22/08/2020 10

Quieten Down(er)

I’ll
take
anything
you’ve
got to
give

A drink;
a smoke,
a sedative

As the
voices
in my
head
these
days

Are
proving
far too
competitive

15/08/2020 10

Sylvia’s Sister

Maybe I’ll drink until I’m sick

Maybe I’ll dance like a prick

Maybe I’ll smoke ten to the dozen

Maybe I’ll put my head in the oven

Either way one thing is true

It’s got fuck all to do with you

14/08/2020 39