If only this was a movie
One where the good guy wins
I wouldn’t be sitting here, alone,
Knocking back the gins
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
If only this was a movie
One where the good guy wins
I wouldn’t be sitting here, alone,
Knocking back the gins
Why think about what hurt you
When you can drink about it
Instead
‘Hold me in your arms…
I wanna be your only possession’
‘And if all this world’s a cake
Then you took too big a slice’
‘Cause on you my tattoo will be bleeding
and the name will stain…‘
‘Now that I know that I’m breaking to pieces
I’ll pull out my heart and I’ll feed it to anyone’
‘More than this
You know there’s nothing…’
‘Whatever I do to make it real
It’s never enough…’
‘Hope my body gets better
Do I mean my body or my mind…’
So I guess now we just ignore each other
Pretend what we had never existed?
Well I suppose that’s better
Than letting things fester
And becoming all bitter and twisted
I didn’t think
I could fuck things up
Any more if I tried
But then I got drunk
And kissed you back
And now I want to die
‘If you walk out on me
I’m walking after you’
I play them too often nowadays
Just to feel the pain
It’s better then feeling nothing
Again and again and again…
Please stop sending me monthly timelines
Walking back and forth to the fridge doesn’t count
‘So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you’ve been
It’s all been a pack of lies…’
‘Let your feelings slip boy
But never your mask boy’
‘You’re the shit and I’m knee deep in it…’
That summer with you was glorious.
I was young, fearless and eager to learn.
You were older, wiser and willing to teach.
I can still recall that first night. You grabbed my hand and whispered ‘Come with me’.
We sailed past the doormen and into the club. I remember that heady mix of beer in plastic glasses, cigarette smoke and pounding bass lines in darkened alcoves.
We danced all night as those songs played and we lost ourselves in each other.
That summer was twenty two years ago, but it feels like it was yesterday.
Thank You.
For JH.
(Originally Posted 24.03.2019)
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(Originally Posted 15.06.2019)
What
the
fuck
She
said
Are
you
looking
at
Would
you
like a
photo
Oh,
please
He
said
Don't
mind
me
I'm
just
enjoying
the
show
The darker nights
Are drawing in,
Not least those
In my heart.
I should stop
Drinking bathtub gin,
Now that would
Be a start.
(Originally Posted 09.04.2019)
Poor
mePoor
mePour me
anotherI don’t
want to
go home(Originally Posted 10.05.2019)
Life is a struggle
She said
And after that you die
I couldn’t agree more
He said
So let’s get fucking high
Hi,
Sorry I’m late.
I didn’t want to come
And I already want to go home.
Where’s the booze..?
(Originally Posted 19.04.2019)
Try as I may
I just cannot dance
To the beat of your drum
I'm always out of time
(Originally Posted 08.03.2019)
‘Stop dreaming of the quiet life
’cause it’s the one we’ll never know…’
I
think
you
might
expire
He
said
If
your
sigh
gets
any
heavier
Well,
I guess
I'd be
better
off
She
said
Now
he's
agreed
to marry
her
‘How many times I’ve saved myself…’
‘Now you’ve got the best of me,
Come on and take the rest of me,
Oh baby…’
‘I know…
You were…
Way too bright for me’
‘But all my trials, Lord
Will soon be over…’
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