Do as I say
Not as I do
I wouldn't
want this pain
Inflicted
on you
(Originally Posted 10.03.2019)
"All my life's buried here, heap earth upon it"
Do as I say
Not as I do
I wouldn't
want this pain
Inflicted
on you
(Originally Posted 10.03.2019)
Even though
It’s still a shit show
It must go on,
I suppose
(Originally Posted 22.03.2019)
Don’t come crawling back now
Amazed at what you find
For I’m the one
Who carried on
When you left me behind
That roof is calling my name.
I know it is.
I can hear it.
Every day its voice gets louder and louder.
Every day I’m drawn closer and closer.
I went up there tonight.
Just to the edge.
Just to look.
I held on to the safety rail.
I cannot promise that tomorrow,
I won’t let go.
(Originally Posted 26.03.2019)
‘I thought that love would last forever:
I was wrong.’
‘I was too busy serving
To listen to the speeches…’
At
least
I don’t
feel pain
anymore
As my
insides
spill
to the
floor
I love how you know,
To hold my hand,
Just by the croak in my voice.
I’m so grateful,
That you understand,
Just how much I need that choice.
Feeling that you’re there,
And how much you care,
Means everything you see.
But not forcing me to speak,
When you sense I’m weak,
Is why you’re the one for me.
I
look
into
those
eyes
He
said
And
wonder
what’s
buried
so deep
Songs
to
make
you
smile
She
said
With
words
to
make
you
weep
Spread
all the
lies
And
bullshit
you want
But it’ll
always
be you
That
acted like
a cunt
There’s
not
enough
hours
in
the
dayFor
all
of
your
kindness
to
repayJust
know
that
now I
can see
things so
clearlyI’ll
never
love
anyone
else
as
dearly
It feels
like I’ve
been robbedOf the
only love
in my lifeThis pain
runs deep,
she sobbed,As it cuts
through me
like a knife
Me,
She said,
How?You,
He said,
Now!
Fall in
love with
me all
you likeBut don’t
think I
can love
you backThe
voices
inside
my headHave long
since put
a stop
to that
It
just
fucking
hurts
I still hear your key rattle in the door,
I still hear your footsteps across the floor.
I still hear your rubbish music playing,
I still hear your awesome temper fraying.
I still hear you impart your innate wisdom,
I still hear you berate with fierce criticism.
I still hear you sing your daft wee songs,
I still hear the bubble of your endless bongs.
I still hear you chew too loudly when you eat,
I still hear the thump of your heart beat.
I still hear your laugh and your wry chuckle,
I still hear your beloved belt unbuckle.
I still hear your enticing voice roar,
I still hear your thunderous snore.
I still hear your exasperated sigh,
I still hear your exhausted cry.
I Wish You Were,
Still Here.